He said it first!- ‘I lOVE YOU’


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He said it first!- “I lOVE YOU’  

‘It’s 7 AM in Manhattan New York. Taxi drivers, beeping their horns in crowded traffic. So many people cross the street at the same time. So many are in line to ride the subways. Everyone is rushing to get to work. So many people started out the day at the café on 35 W 45th St, Getting coffee and bagels before the work day starts. The smell of freshly made coffee is brewing in the back of the cafe kitchen. The long line that’s at the cash register is getting longer and longer. A lady in the line looks at her watch as the aroma of the brewing coffee takes over the whole cafe, everyone patients is getting more un patient. Each and everyone wanted coffee really bad and lots of hot freshly bagels right out the oven. A tall skinny white professional man in a gray suit and red strip tie, glasses and trim short brown hair, holding a tray of two coffees and two plates of bagels, walks pass a whole bunch of people that’s in the line, to get to his table. He accidentally bumps into a construction heavy-set built man. “WATCH WHERE YOU’RE GOING FOOL”, the heavy-set guy said in a deep voice. He said “sorry” as he kept heading to his table by the window. He takes off his glasses, taking a deep breath from that scary bump accident that just happened. He felt so relieve that he didn’t get beat up on this crazy hectic morning. He looked down at his watch as the clock almost strike 7:30 AM. Waiting for his girl friend that he was supposed to meet up with around this time before work. A blond hair lady walks in through the crowded café, wearing a dress, professional. “TODD….”, The lady said loudly. Todd turns around, looking very happy, as he stands up to hug her and then kisses her. “Diane…” Todd said. They both meet eyes for a while. “Oh… sit down.. get comfortable.. I brought us two coffees and some bagels,” Todd said. Diane sits as she stares at the bagels. “Uuummm…..” I…” I…” don’t like to eat bagels in front of people.” “You remember?” “The big cheek face..” ” I eat them alone like a pig, sitting on my bed in my room watching reruns of ‘Sex And The City.” “I also like to eat chicken wings alone and ice cream and pizza…” “Messy foods only.” “I like to eat the messy foods alone , so I wont…”wont …” feel embarrassed,” Diane said, with an embarrassed look. Todd looks at her and then cracks up laughing. Diane starts to laugh to. “HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA”.. “That explains why you wouldn’t eat your dinner the other day at Detroit pizza, you ask for a to go box,” Todd said in a joke tone. They both laugh and laugh. Todd looked Diane in the eyes as he held her hand across the table. “Look Diane, I wanted to meet you here for a reason cause there is something that I need to tell you.” “I know we been together for a year now but I’m falling more and more for you everyday.” “I want to be every where you are, including sitting in the bed with you, eating ice cream and pizza all day, watching reruns of ‘Sex And The City’ all day.” “I want to stare into your eyes forever.” “These are not just words but words from my soul, my actions.” “I was afraid of getting into a relationship and feeling the feelings of compassion that I feel for you but when you really know what love is and what you really want forever, then how can I anor it?” ” How can I be a fool to not want to feel what I feel for someone who is special, sitting in front of me?” “Your eyes are like the sunshine that shines over the hills of the mountains at sunrise and I want to wake up to that sunrise.” “Diane, this is what I want to tell you and I think it’s a great time.” “I love you…” Diane looks with excitement, looking speechless, looking deep into Todd blue eyes. She knew that it felt right. Her heart was full and full of happiness. “Todd, I love you to.” “I feel like you do but I guess I was waiting for you to say it first all this time cause you’re the guy.” Todd looking at Diane, looking confused. Diane starts to explained herself. “I know it’s weird but I guess growing up with a house full of stubborn females, they all said that the guy is the one to do everything and most of all say ‘I love you first.” “I was so dumb to listen to them, it actually doesn’t matter who says it first, it matters that we both feel the same feelings the same way.” “I loved you from the first day I laid my eyes on you Todd.” “I been wanted to tell you that, this is great timing.” Todd reaches down in his pocket. Everyone in the crowded café is sitting at the tables now, the line is smaller now. Todd gets on one knee in front of Diane, holding a small box in his hand. “Diane, my love…” “Will you marry me?” Diane starts to tear up with joy. “YES!!!!!!…” “YES!!!!!….”, Diane jumps up and hugs Todd, as Todd stands up. They both kiss and kiss. Everyone in the café looking and cheering, clapping their hands. Todd and Diane looks around the café. “I YELLED IT OUT, EVERYONE THIS IS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, WE ARE GETTING MARRIED..WHOA..YA..BABY..”, Todd said in excitement. A few months later Todd and Diane had a private wedding with just their families. Todd And Diane standing in front of the preacher as they both say their vows. After that, the preacher said “You may kiss the bride.” Todd took off his glasses and gave Diane a big tongue kiss. They both walk down the aisle as all their family members cheer them on and follow them outside to their limo. Todd and Diane told their family bye as they both got into their limo together, driving off. The limo guy ask “Where to?” “The airport”, Todd said. Diane looked at Todd. “I have a surprise, the honey moon is going to be in Hawaii,” Todd said. Diane looking excited and Todd smiles. Todd pour wine in two glasses. “Lets make a toast to forever, me and you”, Todd said. Todd and Diane touch glass and then they drink. “I LO..” No..”, Todd was about to say but then Dianne cuts him off. “I love you Todd.” “I Love you to Diane.” “After the honey moon, I want us to sit in bed together and have pizza and bagels, chicken wings, cake, ice cream, ribs, barbecue, chocolate, all the messy foods and watch reruns of ‘Sex And The City,” Todd said. They both laugh. “HA HA HA HA HA HA HA.” “You know the most messy food is sloppy joes,” Diane said. “Oh you want to have a rib contest on the bed, to see who can get messy?” Todd said in a playful way. “Ok it’s on..” Diane jokes around. Diane lay her head on Todd shoulder as they both smile. “Wow.. I love you Todd.” “I love you Diane. ” I love you.” They both go back and forth. “I loved you first.” “No I love you first. They both say at the same time “I love you!” “HA HA HA HA” They both laugh. The limo is almost at the airport as Diane and Todd sit in the back seat just staring at each other in the eyes with love. The sign in the back of the limo window says ‘MARRIED FOREVER IN LOVE AND HAPPINESS- ‘ LOVE YOU’
The end’

‘I Stand Still’


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‘I Stand Still’

Opening up the front door into a new day. The sun is bright with love. Feeling the wind breeze blowing through’ my hair, my skin feels a great smooth touch, Feeling at ease and relax. The wind chimes hanging on the patio, moving with the wind breeze to their own song. I take it all in with joy and appreciation of Gods love. I stand still….I stand still with my head up high in the love that flows through the earth. Everyone in its own as their relaxation takes them on a peaceful journey. The older man sitting in the corner looking into an existence. He smiles with joy from his heart, bringing great influences to a new generation, he stand still watching in happiness. The kids running around in the neighborhood playing ball. Their happiness comforts those around them. Their laughs bring the parents to laugh, passing on the positivity all around, They stand still into the making of blessings. Standing proud of their accomplishments of being parents. “Dinner is ready!”, the single mom yells out to her kids up the street. The kids run tore’s her, giving her a big hug, they all stand still in the moment. They all sit at the table praying over the food, thanking god for this meal. After they say Amen, they stand still into a moment of thankfulness. Two best friends sitting on the patio talking and laughing, they both stand still at the joy that they both share together. Taking Gods love in all around. My eyes open very widely. I can see very clearly. God positivity influences us all. People influences others through Gods love. The trees stand still in their beauty. The birds are flying like angels. This is God love. Taking it all in, I look with joy. I ‘stand still watching. I stand still… I…. stand still…’

‘Life Is A Journey’

‘Life Is A Journey’

        ‘Seeing the pure shine reflecting from the rocks that’s under my feet, covering the ground into an open welcome. The distance all around me doesn’t lead to any where. It’s all desert in the middle of no where. My risk is brave. The beauty of Nature lets me into their world that is comforting. I’m free by myself in this peaceful moment. The further I walk, the more I see clearly. The green cactus didn’t except me, its thorns that cut my finger, separated me from coming closer. The different color flowers, bloomed very fully, with an open entrance. The green leaves on the bushes, gave meaning to life of the earth going green, making a difference. Walking further, I see the steep hills. My energy takes me up and down these hills. I fall over a big rock with fear. My heart feels better now that I over came that battle. Back to reality, walking further and further. Looking behind me, everything is down hill. Didn’t realized I was on top of a high mountain now. I can see from this high mountain that I walked pretty far. I sat on this high mountain very proudly. White Dandelions grew all around me on the mountain top. The sun is fully out, Standing still in its own. A breeze blows across the quiet desert. The wild rabbits runs all around the desert very freely. The birds in the sky, fly with faith. I looked away, staring into a peaceful mind. Feeling good, I can see clearly. I just stare, taking it all in. I stare far into the distance, behind the mountains. There’s always more to learn, more to see. Wisdom leads paths, Knowledge makes wise people. I take it all in, looking up at the sky smiling. So bless…..’

‘Rising Above In A Time Of Dark Ages’


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                      ‘Rising Above The Times Of Dark Ages’

 ‘A town…. so far away in the eyes of dust. The dust blinded the eyes of their future. A little shy kid with a big heart of gold, unseen in the dust, feeling like he don’t belong. A teenager looks at herself in the mirror but can’t see her beauty within. The magazine on the counter top, made her insecurities go up on the scale. A poor family do what they can to survive, looking for that next meal of freedom. A guy in the hospital with cancer, fighting to stay alive. A married couple divorce, after many years of being together. A little girl bullied at school for being different. Friendships broken everywhere. Killings hunted the souls that rested. Robbers took life from every hand that held tight. Wars breakout unnoticed for their hurt. The dark smoke surrounds the air over this town. The pain of cries gets louder and louder. Everything pauses from the pain that numb them. The guy in the hospital that had cancer rises with angel wings, bringing A bright light that shines over the town, so pure and clear. The little shy kid build confidence, coming into his own, fitting in. The teenager looks in the mirror, realizing that beauty comes in all kinds and that beauty starts from within. loving herself, knowing that she is special. The poor family got bless with a home and food. The married couple renews their marriage. The little girl is no longer bullied. She has a voice, helping others, giving back to stop the bullying. Friendships are renew. Everyone made up, coming together in one, making the world a better place. Gods strengthen them, God love filled them. The music in their ears coming from a church far away over the hill. Everyone singing ‘Our God Is an awesome God. There’s always hope in each storm, through each storm we all will rise …. we will rise above and beyond…God is a loving caring God….We will rise..’

‘After Dawn’


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‘After Dawn’
‘Nothing but pitch dark that surround me. Trapped within a horror of a dark space. My phobia takes over me.’ Becoming fragile as the past hunts me from the bitterness that filled my heart. I can’t move from the weakness that beat me in this war. The bad spirit stares at me in the eyes, wanting to eat me alive. I begin to feel alone in this scary place. Start to get fed lies that there isn’t love for me. Everything around me starts to look bad. Feeling invisible, don’t know where I belong. I couldn’t see the love from the pain and hurt that blinded me since birth. Coming up from this deep black pain, climbing my way back up, looking far into the distance. Over the mountains early that morning, sunrise awakens. The orange bright sky smiles at me. The bright light comforts me. I felt encourage, a peace, a joy that came over me. Waking up after dawn, the sky is bright, I can see clearly now, My eyes are wide open. Yesterday is in the past. Today is a new day. The sunrise is fully up, watching over all. God made each day inspirational. Things always gets better in time. We all get stronger from God strength.’

‘We Are The Children Of Love’


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‘We Are The Children Of Love’

‘Standing….. in the early morning brisk of a beautiful breeze. Looking up at the water waves within the sky. The beautiful babies being created in the heavens, as one is born each day, every minute is joy. Mother Nature sings with love. The light of the world is welcoming with open arms. The tall mountains blinded the view of the future far a head. No matter how big and steep the hills are far in the distance. No matter how many times they fall. No matter how hard it hurts. God gives strength to accomplished something, to get back up again. The grass is greener on the other side, Hope opened their eyes. Peace surrounded their souls, feeling save. The desert awakens in happiness. The sunrise arrives with the message of encouragement. Flowers bloomed with the surrounding of knowledge. Inspiration passes all around a new generation. Sacrifices opened doors of blessings from God. Following on the right path to a Journey of victory. Each and everyone is special. Bringing Heaven every where, influences all in a positive way. God is love. God is everywhere. We are God children.’

‘A lost Light In A World Of A Battle Field’- Short Story


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-Art Photography-By JonteTheArtist-

‘A lost Light In A World Of A Battle Field’

‘Within a small village of A world of it’s own, is all it knows from what was only seen and taught many generations ago. An older Indian woman, sitting on her porch of her small home, looking with open eyes into a small bubble of her people. The clothes hung from the clothing line outside the homes, looks so colorful, so alone into a wonder of survival. Many people walking around with pain in their hearts. The energy drain out of them, as their weakness takes over. The breeze blows in the air, as the sand from the ground moves into the air, making everything so blurry. Small kids running alone all around the streets. So many homeless standing out on the corners, searching for that love, that want. They’re starving as their hearts starves. War is all around, as bombs comes in all directions of the village. Soldiers coming in groups, kidnapping kids. The kids are tied up in chains, as their body is hung, being torture. The Indian woman has a strong heart. Tears comes down her face into sorrows, from all the pain she witness many years earlier and experience, Is what she see in front of her eyes now. So many houses and buildings destroyed from all the wars. She thinks, as her mind takes her away into a peace. She always wanted to make a difference. Her heart filled with compassion. She see’s the beautiful blue clouds and beautiful blue waters, as her mind goes deeper. She closes her eyes, going into a deeper peace. A picture appears in her mind, The beautiful white daisies bloomed all around. She see’s a bright light shining at the end of a really dark tunnel. The houses are all rebuilt and all the wars disappeared. All the homeless has food and shelter. The streets are so pure and clean. Everyone smiles in a free spirit. All of a sudden she see’s an infant baby crying very loud, laying on the ground. As she gets close, the baby eyes are bleeding. Her heart jumps, as she hears a really loud gun shot. She wakes up from a deep peace coming back to reality, looking scared and shock. Everyone in the village is running all around, screaming from hearing the gun shots. This big riot in front of her frightens her. Soldiers shooting at everyone. A small kid is on the ground from a gun shot. She see’s the kid from a certain distance. The kid cries really loud. She see everyone crying and some people are on the ground hurt. Soldiers are still shooting. Her bravery took over her being, as she get up with full strength, running off the porch into the middle of the crazy riot of this small village town. She looks up, getting on her knees, yelling out really loud, saying, “NOOOOOOOOOO………………….” She grabs the little kid that’s hurt on the ground and held him in her arms, holding him tightly, crying. She closes her eyes, seeing the baby infant with bloody eyes again and knew that was the kid when he was young and knew he was born with pain. She held the little boy more tightly, blood is all over her. She starts praying and singing really loud to god, “The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and fell. Though a host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise against me, in this will I be confident. One thing have I desired of the LORD, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the LORD, and to inquire in his temple. For in the time of trouble he shall hide me in his pavilion: in the secret of his tabernacle shall he hide me; he shall set me up upon a rock. And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in his tabernacle sacrifices of joy; I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the LORD. (Psalm 27:1-6) There was a peace. All the gun shots went away, All the cries went away. There was a silence. She opened her eyes very slowly to see the little boy in her arms was totally heal, with a big bright smile. She notice the little boy wasn’t bleeding, he was totally heal. She looked up to the sky, thanking god with happy tears. It started snowing from the sky, as the sun brighten. She looked around seeing everyone in the village heal, Looking around, enjoying the snow. All the houses was rebuilt brand new. The white daisies are fully bloom all around the village. Everything looked so cleaned up and pure. All the soldiers gone, all the negativity gone. The homeless has a home and food. A guy came over to the Indian older woman, putting both hands out to help her off the ground, along with the little boy. He looked at her with a smile and said ” God has work through you to make a difference in our village, our town, thank you.” She look back at him with a smile and said ” Years and years ago I had a dream and it finally came true, making a difference.” Everyone in the village, all the families gather around her, they all held hands, coming together in happiness and unity. Thanking God above. A celebration happens. All the Indians got together, cooking good food and dancing to great music on the streets of the village. She closes her eyes into a peaceful moment in this happiness, she see a baby infant, his eyes are pure clear. She opens her eyes, seeing the kid having fun in the celebration with family. The little boy waves at her, she smiles. A lost light is now a found light in a world that’s now beautiful.’

‘The Beginning Of A Rocky Journey Into Open Eyes’


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‘The Beginning Of A Rocky Journey Into Open Eyes’

‘Looking around by myself, searching for that missing piece. The world feel so empty, so quiet. Alone in this space, in a forest that early morning. The trees sky dive above my head, partly disappeared in the fog. Can’t see that far within the distance. The sky, so cloudy. The sun sleeps in a presence, no where to be found. The birds chirping as they fly around the sky. The ground is so steep. Looking around as I see the beauty all around me but not accepting. Heading on this journey as I walk slowly, further I get through the fog, things appeared out of no where. I see a tall white unicorn, as I get closer. I see two little girls in white flowing dresses. The two little girls have a basket of white daisies, covering the ground with the daisies, as they run across the forest, giggle ling, as they disappeared into the fog, further into the forest. I stopped in my steps, bending down to pickup one of the daisies. I looked closely at the daisy glowing. I looked up, I see far across the forest, an angel through the fog. The angel was very tall and bold. The angel wings are spread out on each side. The light covers the angel face partly. I can see the angel long hair blowing in the breeze. The angel energy was calling me to follow. I ran through the fog, as I seen the angel going further away, disappearing into the fog. I see a trail of daisies on the ground going South of the forest. The two little girls appeared again, as they ran through the forest, throwing daisies on the ground, making a path. I followed and followed that path, running and running. I fall over a rock. It’s pitch black, My eyes are close. Opening my eyes slowly, seeing the light glowing in the sky. I stand up, looking around, noticing the fog is gone. Everything is so clear around me. Lots of daisies are on the ground, covering the ground fully. I see the beautiful rainbow in the sky. Big beautiful mountains in front of me. The beautiful white unicorn is standing in front of the mountains. I Take it all in, with emotion. I slowly turn around to see the tall beautiful angel looking into my eyes. His wings around my body, hugging me. The two little girls looked up at me and smile. Spreading their wings, They begin to fly around the mountains. The angel touches my back, holding my hand. I looked down, noticing I’m off the ground, high in the air. I have wings, me and the angel fly all around the sky. This path is beautiful and joyful. The dream came true, as I followed into a new chapter. God blessings for my life has blossomed. My eyes are opened.’

‘I’m More Than One Word’


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Photography-By JonteTheArtist

                                         ‘I’m More Than One Word’

‘I’m sensitive sometimes but that don’t define my being. I’m sad, I get emotional within this pure rain.  I’m happy, I’m full of joy. I get mad, irritated, I get cranky. I’m very goofy with a sense of humor, I laugh loud. I have been selfish before. I have my bad days but I also have good days. I smile, I laugh, but I cry, I shut down. The flowers outside blooms with grace as the sun shines down. My heart is touch from Gods presence, I get up with strength, as I know I’m human. My mistakes I see clearly, as my eyes open to a new beginning through each age, through each journey, I get stronger and better as a human. Doing the best I can, Learning from all my mistakes. Turning more positive, from knowledge and wisdom. I’m always going to make mistakes but the more I learn from them, the better I become as a human, positivity comes flying in. The judgement from others is negativity, very worldly. The thunder-storm strike very hard, as I got knocked down hard, Feeling weak. I get angry, I have yelled. My weakness doesn’t define me but I’m also strong and confident, I always get back up again through gods strength. I didn’t love myself before but I Love myself now. I’m special, I’m wonderful. I stood by this tall beautiful tree when I was a child, the tree is god creation, I then knew there was god watching over me. Looking at the beautiful sky, there’s a peaceful moment that came over me, I see that beautiful yellow light. I know its ok. No matter what, God has mercy on me, God loves me as his child, no matter how many mistakes I made in my life. I’m god child. God is Love, God is righteousness, God is peace, God is joy, God is victory, God is knowledge, God is wisdom, God is forgiven. I was made in Gods image, I’m more than one word.’

‘Lessons Of A Broken Heart’

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Art Piece- By JonteTheArtist-’Dream Couple’

‘I was broken but now I’m up again through God strength. Looking within myself as a human being, becoming wiser, learning from wisdom. Things happens for a reason. Trying to get it right from all the pain that happened to me over and over again. I look at myself, wondering what I can do better. When you broke my heart, I know I don’t want to break hearts. This makes me better and better as a human, from the pain I feel, I don’t want anyone to feel the rocks falling hard, crushing hearts very hard. Can you look your self in the mirror? Can you comprehend the pain you cause? I turn around, you disappeared into the wilderness without a word and sound. Moving on in this life as the wind takes me forward past this pain that was, this is now, it’s a brand new day. The pain went away like it never existed. The light shining through the cloudy dark sky, open my eyes to a bright future, that’s about to come. I still have hope. My broken heart isn’t going to hold me prison in my own heart. I drown in my tears and sorrows but then God lift me up and comfort me. Learning to pray for those who hurt me.  I don’t judge them and label them. They don’t know any better. Going through life with a blinded eye, soon that eye will open and they will see and regret. My heart opens as I forgave. I’m seeing a beautiful life no matter how rocky it gets sometimes. I always get stronger as I fall and fall but I’ll get back up again. Gods love is pure and special. Now peace comes as I moved on up the rocky hill. I look down seeing all of the world. The beautiful white bird flying high in the sky so freely around the mountains and the green leave tall trees. Looking at peace in its own, I smile as I’m inspired, it gives me hope. Gods peace came again, as I lived in this moment, forgetting about yesterday, My heart is free again.’


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