‘Sweet September’

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‘Summer time left on the train, that breezy Sunny early morning as September moved into a new season. Susan eyes opened up that morning, feeling joy as she looked forward to early September. Harvesting her fruits and veggies back in August, getting ready for Autumn in September.’

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‘Susan sat up in her bed, Yawning….. Stretching …. out her arms. Feeling relaxed, well rested. She is ready for the day. She looked over to her right, saying “TED!”… TED!”… “baby wake up!!” “It’s Sweet September like dad use to say on every Sept.” She kept looking at the right side of the bed as her words became more quiet, she then realized that no one was there. Susan starts to look sad, as she day dreamed at the sunset shining out her bed room window. Susan jumped out of bed, getting ready for the day. Her fun long beautiful many dresses she has hung in her big closet, made her feel like a princess. Everyday she wore a beautiful dress. Her hair always pinned up in a bun, with a ribbon that match her dress. She looked in the mirror, feeling beautiful as she picked up her red lip stick, and put it on her lips, blowing a kiss to the mirror.’

‘Susan open up her back door of her house, looking from her house back patio, She is blown away by how beautiful her fruit and veggies has grown in her garden, and fully wiped. “YES….. YES….YES…. SWEET.. SEPTEMBER HERE WE COME…!!!” Susan went in the front yard to watered her beautiful daisies and grass. She see her next door neighbors.  Fred and James on their front porch of their house, sitting down having coffee and looking at the news paper. “Gentle man good morning on this beautiful breezy Autumn September,” Susan said. “Good morning Susan.” Susan smiled as she watered her White Daisies. “Gentle man don’t mean to interrupt your Morning Bliss but I can use you both to help me load some crates onto the truck.” “It’s the town festival here in Mississippi, in a few weeks.” “My fruits and veggies grew so beautifully in my backyard.” “So each crate has to be full with fresh apples and a few with the fresh green beans.” “Mom is making the homemade apple pies from scratch  for the festival.” “The green beans is for mom home cook dinner she loves to make, fried chicken, gravy and potatoes, with the green beans.” “Can you both please help me?” Fred and James walked towards Susan front yard. “Sure…No problem!” “We will be glad to help you,” James said. “Lets go take a look at this amazing garden, if that’s ok,” Fred said. Susan led the way, walking into her house, “Come on in gentle man, follow me.” Susan held the door as Fred and James came in. They all went to the back yard. Fred and James was in awww.. as their mouth open wide. “Wow Susan you really have some yard here, you are a true gardener and know how to grow your crops, and they look so fresh and  healthy.” James said. “Not just your veggies and fruits but your daisies and different type of flowers are fully bloomed.” “This is a beautiful back yard and garden, very nice patio to,” Fred said. Susan enjoyed hearing their compliments.”Thanks gentle man!” “Well my dad always said it starts with your seed in the ground, and prayer.” “Each of my seeds that I planted into the ground, I always looked to the sky and prayed over them, that god helps them grow and blossom, adding beauty to the world and making a difference, putting a smile on faces.” “Just like you gentle man have A smile on your faces now but the taste of fresh fruit and veggies adds joy to the soul, just like my mom freshly apple pies from scratch.” “My dad taught me a lot about gardening and plants, how to take good care of them, ever since I was a little girl.” “He always called me his princess.” Susan looked at Fred and James as it got very quiet. “Oops I just had a back in the day moment ha ha…” “Well gentleman I’m back now, Lets get to work,” Susan said. Fred and James picked the fruits and veggies, putting them in crates, loading them on to the truck. Susan help picked the fruits and veggies, putting them in crates. In an hour, everything was done.’

‘Susan stared at her watch, “Wow it’s an hour later, 10:00 am, You guys are very fast,” Susan said. Fred put the last crate full of apples on to the truck. “So forty crates altogether, loaded,” James said. “Can I get you gentleman some breakfast or something to drink?” “Oh I have some lemon sweet ice tea in the fridge that I made.” “I let the tea brew in the sun, the other day here in the back yard, it’s still fresh,” Susan said as she went into the kitchen and pour three glasses of ice tea. “Susan you didn’t have to,” James said. “Oh no!!” “It’s my pleasure gentleman.” “Come on in and sit down, take a load off,” Susan said. Fred and James, followed Susan into the dining room, they all sat down and had a glass of ice tea at the dining room table. “I will love to bring you gentleman some of my mom sweet apple pie after my mom get done preparing for the festival.” “Ok… that sounds good Susan, “Fred said. James licked his lips. “I was thinking about apple squash.” “Our folks use to make that for the holidays, one of the popular side dishes in our house.” “I think that will be great for the festival to,” James said. Susan looked at James with a smile. “That’s a great idea gentleman, you both should come to the festival and bring one of your favorite dishes, like the apple squash and…”Susan said as Fred interrupted,” OH…!! “It just hit my mind, my mom made this amazing apple cinnamon cake over the holiday.” “I will love to have her make some for the festival.”  James gave Fred a serious look and side eye. ” You know mom never like to share her personal recipe, the apple cinnamon cake is our family tradition.” “Mom only shares that special recipe with family.” “That recipe is from our family tree, generations back, all the way from early 1900,” James said. Fred looked at James. “James come down.” “The people at the festival doesn’t have to know the recipe, they’re just eating a delicious cake.” James and Fred going back and forth debating. ” Look Fred, you know mom isn’t going to feel happy about making her cakes for this festival.” “She only makes it for us, her family, dad, cousins, grandma, grand dad.”  Susan stood up from the table. “GENTLEMAN..!!””You both are like little boys fighting.” “Listen, this festival is very big each year and special to so many here In Mississippi.” “Great home cook food, and it’s about bringing all back grounds together and honoring our heroes.” “Great music, Great arts are there, The history, The tour and so on.” “So that’s why this is an important special Festival.” “Come on gentleman, just talk to your mom, and see if she will like to make her cakes for the festival.” “I’m sure she will be happy to put a smile on people  faces, from her amazing cakes,” Susan said. “You are right Susan, we both need to grow up,” Fred said. Fred looked at James, as James gave Fred a dirty look and then smiled. “Ok…”Ok…”Susan I’m in, I’ll talk to mom, we’ll we will talk to our mom about making the cakes for the Festival.” “Plus I’ll bring the apple squash,” James said. Susan walked over to the other side of the dining room table, she stands in between Fred and James, as they both stood up, she put her arm around Fred and James, giving them both a huge hug. “That’s the spirit.. Gentleman.” “The devil is a lie for saying we can’t settle something.” “Lets get the cooking.” “I have to head out to my mom house, with these crates, so we can start setting up for the festival,” Susan said as she walked James and Fred outside to their house next door. “Thanks gentleman for helping me this morning with the crates, I’m very grateful.” “I hope to see you both at the Festival in a few weeks.” Fred and James waved at Susan as she walked back to her house. “Thanks Susan so much, see you soon.”

‘Susan ran to the back yard of her house, opening her double fence gate. She gets in her huge truck, backing the truck out the back yard, from the gates. The crates In the back of the truck are stack neatly, ready to go. Susan drives south on the road, so ready to get to her mom house. Her excitement was so up beat, that she couldn’t maintain it. Susan pulls up in front of her mom house on Ingleside Drive – Madison. Susan took a moment as she got out the truck, staring at the beautiful tall trees surrounded her mom one story green brick home, Huge front door porch. A rocking chair on the porch. She remembers where her dad use to sit, waiting for her to come home. Vases of different color flowers sitting on the side of the porch and on the ledge of the porch.  Wind chimes hanging from the porch top ledge by the ceiling. The wind breeze moves the wind chimes, as they make a relaxing sound effect. Susan always remembers that beautiful sound as a little girl, when she sat on the porch. She also remembers running through the woods as a little girl playing tag with the neighbor hood kids. Susan day dreamed into memory lane, even though she was just here at her mom house the other day, this place always brings great memories for her every time she comes, and could feel her dad spirit around the house all the time. Susan mom, Betty, still has Susan room all setup the same way, ever since Susan left home for college at age nineteen. Susan will always sit in her room every time she come to visit Betty, day dreaming at all her posters hanging on her walls of her favorite 80’s male pop star. She also has pictures of her school graduation in frames on her dresser. Old records still stack nicely on her shelve, by her medium size TV. Marilyn Monroe was her all time favorite. A huge photography pic of Marilyn Monroe is hung up by her bedroom window. She loves ‘Diamonds Are A Girl Best Friend’ song. She was a big fan of all of Marilyn Monroe movies that she dye her hair blond, and did the red lip stick, and wore dresses all the time doing college. She still loves her dresses, and the red lip stick. The hair is now a light brunette, that brings out her beautiful snow-white skin. She still looks young and ages gracefully. Her country accent with a  funny humor, and certain funny words she uses when she talks, leaves people smiling and happy. Her beauty is known by so many on the outside but mostly her beauty from within shines through and touch so many people hearts. The tree house in back of her mom Betty house, she still loves that it’s there till this day, even though it looks so tiny now as a grown adult. Susan still loves to climb up into the tree house, and go into memory lane. Susan noticed the neighborhood is still quiet. So many trees surrounded the neighbor hood, houses are across the street and on the side of Betty, but lots of privacy.’

‘Susan grabs a crate of apples out the truck. Walking up the four steps of Betty front porch, Susan opens the screen door of the porch, walking to the front door as the wind chimes make a sound, from the wind breeze, Susan smiles. She knocks on the door. Susan can smell Betty stew. Betty opens up the door, Wearing a beautiful pink dress, red lipstick, her blond her is pull up in curls and flowers. She looks so much like Susan but older. Betty always been such a role model to Susan, very encouraging and supportive of all her dreams. Betty husband, Susan dad Sir Walter, passed away from liver cancer at age fifty, when Susan was in college. Sir Walters was so in love with Betty ever since he first met her when they both was college sweet hearts. Been married for forty years, Betty and Sir Walters always kept the love and happiness forever in their relationship. Susan admired her dad so much, she misses him so dearly. Betty and Susan will always have a day, where they both will sit on the couch laughing and crying at the memories of Sir Walters, looking at pics of him from his college days, and serving in the army. Sir Walters own a wine shop over by Madison area in Mississippi, Right up the street from their home, that Betty still lives in. The wine shop is no longer there, but the great wine still lives on till this day. The wine is always served at the Mississippi festival.’

“Mom you look stunning as ever,” Susan said. “Thanks love,” Betty said. “You are still my beautiful princess.” “Your beautiful dresses and beautiful soul brightens my day,” Betty said. Susan gives Betty a big hug and walks into the house. “Not as much as your Sweet delicious scrumptious pies from scratch, that you’re making for this year festival, that is coming up in a few weeks.” “Dad is looking from above smiling, from those great pies,” Susan said as she looking through Betty cabinets for all the pie ingredients. Betty takes out her pots and pans, out the bottom cabinets. “Yep your daddy always loved September for many reasons.” “He use to say Sweet.. September!” “You was born on this month and plus his birthday is at the end of September, plus it’s when Autumn starts.” “I feel your dad spirit around here everyday.” Betty said as she rolls the pie dough on the cookie sheet. Susan smiles and starts to tear up, as she peels the apples, with the peeler on the counter. Betty looks at Susan. “Mom I feel Ted every day around me, just like we feel dad around us.” “I woke up this morning, thinking Ted was still laying on the right side of the bed beside me.” “I called out his name and when I realized he was no longer there beside me, I sat In bed feeling sad but then this beautiful light shined through my bed room window.” “I knew that was him, a sign that he will always be there for me and with me everyday.” Betty walked over to Susan, hugging her. “My baby, My Princess, I know he still loves you.” “He is always looking down, just like your father.” “They’re both proud of you, just like I’m proud  you to,” Betty said. “The way Ted died, it was a peaceful death, in his sleep from a heart attack right beside me.” “I always feel his spirit still laying there from the day he died in our bed,” Susan said. “My dear it’s time for a celebration, Your dad and husband will want this to be a happy time on this September.” “They’re in heaven enjoying the love, they never ever have to suffer again.” Betty said. Betty stirs the stew in the crock pot and smiles. “This was one of your dad favorite meals.” ” I remember when your dad use to ask, how long does it take for your great beef stew to cook.” Susan laughs, “OH!!”You will say, UNTIL THE COWS WILL COME HOME,” Susan and Betty said at the same time, as they both laughed very loud. “HA!!”HA!!” “Wow.. Dad was so impatient like a coyote running through these woods early in the morning,” Susan said in a jokingly way. “More like a deer in head lights,” Betty said. “HA..” HA..” Oh my gods mom, dad is going to get us,” Susan said as she blew a kiss with her hand, looking up at the ceiling. “Love you dad,” Susan said. “Your dad always had a funny sense of humor,” Betty said with a smile.

Ten minutes later after Betty and Susan sat at the dining room table, about to eat. The door bell ring. “DING….”DING…”DING..” Susan and Betty looked at each other in a shock. “Mom I so hate that loud door bell, for crying out loud, we had that loud thing ever since I was a little girl,” Susan said. “Well a least I always know when someone is at the door, This door bell has a lot of great stories, like the time Sandy ran over here saying she is about to give birth.” “That door bell is loud, that it makes me jump out my bed or couch will fast to see who is there.” “I tell you what, we did get Sandy to the hospital in time, from the time she ran here, to the time I got to that door and got her in the car.” “Bless her heart, her husband wasn’t there, she was all alone in that big house.” “He was serving in the army, the same time your father was in the army.” “I thought she was going to give birth here on the front porch.” “I’m so lucky that your dad was there, when I had you, Lordy , praise Jesus for that.” Betty said as she peep through the door hole to see who was there. Betty looked so shocked. Susan ran over to the door. “Mom who is that?” Susan looked through the peep-hole. “OH MY GODS!!” IT’S ROB DAVIS!!”Susan said, giggles like a school girl. Susan face then get serious. “Actually  YUCK !!!” “Keep that scum bag out there.” “Mom he was a stuck up football player in high school that broke every girl heart and the one who played jokes on all the nerdy people.” “He was such a bully,” Susan said. Betty looked at Susan. “You are blushing, HA!!” HA!!”Betty said. “RING!!”…..RING!!”… Susan looking nervous and ark ward as the door bell rings again. “Oh mom, for crying out loud, just open the door.” “I can’t stand that door bell, Oh my god, god help us,” Susan said. “Where you need to get your self together darling, I’m even freaking out to, Rob Davis is at the door, the cutest guy in your high school back then and the best football jock that has a lot of talent.” “Every girl wanted him and he is now here for you, “Betty said. “Please mom, A football player that broke girls heart and stood them up on dates.” “Why is he here?” Susan said. “Baby give the boy a chance, I’m sure he has grown up,” Betty said. “He been standing out there for ten minutes now, and I sure don’t want him to ring that annoying loud like a chicken in a farm, door bell.” “Open the door, mom,” Susan said.

“OK!”…”OK!”…”OK!”…Betty said as she finally open the door. Betty and Susan look

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down at Rob shining shoes, all the way up his muscle body, to his dark full head of hair. Rob had on a black suit, shining dark dress shoes. White dress shirt, with a red tie. His skin is a tan white. Hair is dark, with his signature style, the front of his hair hanging on the side by his fore head and the rest of his short full head of black hair is slick back. Still looking athletic, with nice big hands and feet. Susan noticed his athletic built still, just like in high school. His bone structure and high cheek bones gave her a feeling of words she couldn’t express, as his blue eyes gave her life. His kissable pink lips always gave her that burning desire that made her tangle all over. He always had lots of hair and till this day, it’s still there, no balding at all.’

‘Rob was the popular high school kid that girls always wanted. The popular football jock in high school, that always broke females hearts and then he use them with his charm. Rob went to prom with his then girlfriend, Marsha Brady who was prom queen and the popular Blondie who look her nose in the air at everyone. Rob was prom king and so they both was the it couple, that everyone wanted to be.’

“Rob Davis !!!” Betty said. “Mrs. Walters, AKA Betty Walters and Susan!!!” “Wow you still look the same as you did in high school and Betty you never aged,” Rob said. “If I may say, you aren’t so bad your self, looking like a handsome model on a GQ ad, wow… ” Betty said. Susan was speechless, she felt like she just went back years and years back to high school as the shy little girl who had a huge crush on Rob but always felt intimidated  around him. Sweaty palms she remember and face always got very red every time she seen him. An ark ward silence as Betty and Susan stared at Rob, Rob stared at Susan. “Ok…. Young man come in and lets all catch up.” “We was just about to have some beef stew and croissants but first I wanted to ask if you can help us take the rest of these crates out of Susan truck.” “These crates are filled with fruits and veggies from Susan beautiful garden.” “She brought them over here, cause we are getting prepared for the festival in a few weeks.” “I always make my pies for the festival every year and the green beans is for this Sunday meal, with the fried chicken and gravy I make,” Betty said. “Wow… Betty… Betty you put me to work already but this is how I know I’m home cause no matter how successful we come or how much money we make, right when I walk through that door at my mom house, she says, son take out the trash, do the dishes.” Rob said as he took off his dress shirt and suit jacket. Susan looked with her mouth open as Rob undue the last button on his dress shirt, she see the muscles ripping through his T-shirt, from his chest, to his arms, to his rip stomach. Betty stared with shock. “You are a man now baby…wow..”Betty said under her breath. “MOM!!” Behave,” Susan ran in the house, trying to afford the feelings she has for Rob that brings back the high school crush. “I’m going to go get Rob plate and stuff prepared for dinner and reheat the stew,” Susan said. Rob takes each crate and starts stacking them, bringing them in the house. Betty guides him. “Honey, put those here on this long counter by the refrigerator,” Betty said.’

Twenty minutes later, Susan and Rob are sitting at the table having dinner with Betty. “This is great stew Betty, a great home cook meal,” Rob said. “I just got in town from New York.” “I went to my mom and step dad house, and went to also go see some of my high school foot ball friends.” “So you making your pies for this festival?” Rob said. “Yes, and you have to go to the festival,” Betty said. “I never been to a Mississippi festival here before and I’m a native just like you two, born and raise here,” Rob said. “Really…”lol.” “Oh my gods you’re missing out on a good time,” Susan said. “More stew darling and biscuits?” Betty said. “Oh no thanks, I’m full.” “This was very delicious, don’t mean to interrupt ya’l day.” “I was just driving by saying hi to everyone in the neighborhood and so I must be going now,” Rob said as he stood up from the table. Susan and Betty wasn’t ready for him to go. “Wait!!!” Don’t forget about your suit jacket and shirt,” Susan said. “Coffee dear, or something sweet,” Betty said. Betty and Susan looked at each other, trying to figure out, how to keep him from leaving. “Young man you still owe me, I told you we all have some catching up,” Betty said. Rob sat back down at the table. “Ok after high school I left Mississippi and I thought for good I will but I’m back now visiting, I realized there’s no place like home.” “I grown up, changed my life for the better.” “I got accepted into a huge University in New York and then did law school.” “I’m a lawyer now in New York.” “I thought football was for me but as I got older, my heart led me else where.” “I still play football still with my buddies in my spare time.” Betty got up from the table, picking up all the dishes off the table, putting them in the sink. “I’m so proud of you, you grown up into a great man and I can see from the sports car in the drive way, that you do have a lot of money.” “You are going to make some lady happy one day,” Betty said, winking her eye at Susan. “Mom…!!” Susan said. “We’ll you both should go checkout the back yard, go sit down and talk,” Betty said.  Rob looked at Susan. Betty starts washing dishes. “We’ll go on kids, I’m going to get these pies in the oven,” Betty said. “Susan gets up, walking through the living room, to the back yard patio. Rob walks slow, behind her. Susan sat down in the patio chair looking at the beautiful view of the mountains and sunset. The tall trees all around betty back yard fence surrounds the area. The back yard had a water fall in the middle of the grass, with a small pond. Flowers bushes all around the yard. This reminded Susan of a fantasy, always wanted to share this beautiful view with Rob and now the dream fantasy is real. Susan stared into the view. Rob stood in the back of the patio, behind Susan looking at the view. Rob always felt attracted to Susan, now he is even fallen deeper for her more and more. Seeing her beauty with the sunset and mountains, this was a moment for him. He loved the fact that they was both alone now for the first time together ever. “You mind if I sit down?” Rob said. “Sure,” Susan said. Rob sat next to Susan in the patio chair, facing the evening sun down. “So what happen to Marsha Brady, are you both married to each other now, with kids?” Susan said. “No, I actually haven’t seen Marsha in years, ever since I left for college in New York.” “We broke up after we graduated from high school.” “I heard she is doing well in real estate, back in Nashville, and she is married with five kids.” Rob said. “Wow… She has her hands full,” Susan said.  “So what about you Sue, the shy girl in high school?” Rob said in a teasing way. “We’ll I met this amazing guy in college, out here in  Mississippi.” “He was my everything, my joy, my everlasting, my rock.” “We had big plans to have children.” “We did get the dream house and both had successful careers.” “We both always did volunteering for charities and churches out here.” “The festival was our favorite, Every Sept we will help out at the festival.” “In August we always garden together.” “I own a floral shop a few blocks from here on Walnut street, that me and my husband worked so hard for.” “This business became successful and till this day it’s doing well.” “So well that I’m now teaching classes at my shop, on how to garden and planting, and how to grow fruits and veggies.” “By the way, free classes,” Susan said. Rob tried his hardest not to laugh. “HA…!”HA..!” Rob laughed out loud. “I’m so sorry but never ever heard of a class on how to garden and take care of plants, LOL,” Rob said. “Mr. Jock why don’t you come to my class and see what you been missing,” Susan said.  Rob looks at Susan giggle ling. Rob then looked serious as he stare at the Sun going down behind the mountains. Susan staring so clearly at the Sun going down as night slowly appears. “Ted reminds me of the beauty of the sunset.””I never want the sunset to leave but this is a beautiful view of sun down, the colors in the sky.” “I use to sit here a lot when I was just a little girl, and just dream.” “Ted was the love of my life.””He passed away five years ago on this month, September.””He died from a heart attack in his sleep right beside me in the bed.” “I woke up and noticed he was unresponsive.” “The doctor said the heart attack was from his coronary heart disease, That was a big health issue that ran through his family.” “He was always going back and forth to the doctors a lot.” Rob had a sad look on his face. “Susan I know I been too much tonight, a joke ster but with all jokes to the side, I’m actually so sorry about Ted, I know you truly miss him.”  Susan looked at Rob with a smile. “Thanks Rob!” Susan said. Rob touch Susan hand, as they both had a quiet moment, looking into each other eyes. The sky was peach, and orange with dark grays. The mountains look like a dark shadow, the trees blended in as the night appeared.’

‘Betty comes marching into the back yard, with a tray  goodies. “Hey you youngsters, It’s dark now.” “Here is a sliced of apple pie.” “I thought I let you both have a piece now, so you don’t have to wait until the festival.” Betty handed Rob a plate and Susan a plate, putting the slice of pie on each plate with the pie spatula. She then hands them each a glass of milk. “Just came out the oven, Its nice and warm, Enjoy kids,” Betty said as she turn to go back in the house. Betty turns on the patio beautiful decorating white angel lights that’s surrounding the whole patio. Rob and Susan still sitting down on the chairs  in the middle of the patio. “Oh my gods this is yummy, your mom is a great cook and baker.” “She is, The best pie maker in town,” Susan said. Rob stares very hard at the nightly view above the dark mountains. “Wow… a full moon is out and I love the stars.” “I remember as a child, me and my brother will lay on the grass on our back, to see if we can see a shooting star.” “Plus the sky seem so much bigger, that we felt like we was floating up every time we laid on our backs in the grass, spreading our arms wide and legs.” “We then felt free and relaxed,” Rob said.  Susan giggles. “What so funny?” Rob said. “Rob Davis into Stars and the Moon, Scenery and all.” “Wow… wouldn’t have never imagine,” Susan said. “Well Sue, Smarty Pants, For your info, it just shows you that people change.” “I’m not the same immature heart breaker jock that I was in high school.” “Get to know the guy I am today and you won’t ever want to look back, I promise you that Sue.” Rob gets up out his Chair, turning to Susan, as he put his hand out. ” Madame, will you join me in laying in the grass, like I did when I was a child?” Susan looked at Rob with a smirk on her face and then she laughs. “I know it’s silly Sue, ok I’m not the crazy jock any more but I guess I still do have that kid in me, who still love to lay in the grass and watch the stars.”

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‘Susan stood up, holding his hand as Rob led the way off the patio into the green grass. “So lets lay on the grass, but first take a deep breath, and just let go.” Rob said. “So lay down, spread your arms like you are stretching on the grass, then your legs to.” Rob and Susan both laid on their backs on the grass side by side, spread out, their arms and legs, as they looked straight into the glittery dark sky.  “How are u feeling Sue?” “Wow… “This is…” This is very beautiful.” “I noticed a difference in this, then sitting up watching the stars, It’s like the sky seems way bigger, and I feel like I’m floating up,” Susan said. “See I told you,” Rob said. “So Rob, Is there a special someone in your life now?” “I was with someone back in New York but our future plans didn’t connect.” “She didn’t want to get married.” “Yes I did proposed to her, thought she was the one.” Susan looked at Rob. “I’m so sorry,” Susan said. “No, it’s a lesson learn for me.” “I learn that it’s important to really know what the person is about and what they want in a relationship, before going further with that some one,” Rob said. Rob and Susan still laying on the grass. Rob looks at Susan, turning his head towards her as he touches Susan hand. Susan felt so safe and comfortable around Rob. Rob has really proved himself tonight that he is a change man. Susan doesn’t see the meen jock from high school years ago.  Rob pulls her gently by her hand towards him. They’re both now very close to each other, that their fore heads are touching. Susan is looking into Rob eyes, as Rob holds her in his arms as they both are still laying on the grass. The reflection of the bright moon, shines on Rob strong features. Susan couldn’t help but get lost in this shining night and Armor, she felt like Cinderella. “You are so beautiful still till this day,” Rob said as he slowly tried to kiss Susan. Susan turns her face around from Rob, she then sits up really fast, looking at her watch. “OH MY GODS, IT’S MIDNIGHT!!” Susan gets up off the grass, rushes to the patio and grabbed the dishes and glasses, bringing them in the house, in to the kitchen. Rob walks fast in the kitchen as Susan back is facing him, washing the pie plates and glasses in the sink. “Susan I didn’t mean…” Rob said as Betty walked into the kitchen. “Mom we didn’t mean to wake you, Rob is just leaving and I need to go home.” “Have so much to do this week, between getting ready for the festival and teaching classes,” Susan said as she rushes out the house. Betty looking at Susan with a confused look. Rob stands there in the kitchen with a ark-ward look. Betty follows Susan outside. “Slow down baby, you didn’t wake me at all.” “I was just in my room reading a book.” “I was going to go out there and see if you both was ok, but I see that you both must have a lot to talk about like old times, catching up,” Betty said. “Mom I actually wish you could have went out there, I would have been save by the bell,” Susan said as she gets into her truck, She turns the key and then she backs out her mom drive way. Susan roll down her window, talking to Betty, “Mom I love you, I’ll be back tomorrow, so we can prepared everything for the festival, Good night, kisses.” Susan drives away.  Betty is standing in front of her house, waving at Susan from a far, as Susan drives farther up the street. Rob walks out of Betty house. “Betty, thanks for a good day but unfortunately the end got spoil,” Rob said with a very sad look on his face. “Dear why don’t we go back in and talk about it over a cup of coffee,” Betty said. “No thank you, But thanks for offering and thanks for the meal.” “By the way I loved the pie to, thanks.” “I need to just sleep,” Rob said. Rob walks to his car parked by the side-walk in front of Betty house. “You don’t have far to go right?” Betty ask. Rob turned around as he opens his car door. “No, my folks is just a few blocks from here.” “Was planning on getting a hotel room but I decided to just only stay tonight with them.” Rob waves at Betty. “Good night dear,” Betty said. “Good night Betty,” Rob said, getting in his car, driving away.’

‘The next day early that sunny bright morning, the sounds of birds chirping, flying over the Mississippi Mountains. The light breeze sweeps all through the town. “BUZZ..!.”BUZZ..!”BUZZ…!” Susan alarm went off very loud. “Susan wakes up really fast hitting the alarm clock, off button. Looking at the time, it’s  5:00 Am. “Ted it’s time to get up sweetie.” “The festival is in three weeks, we have a lot to get done.” “Ted I’m …..”  Susan said in a pause, staring at the right side of her bed, realizing that Ted isn’t there. Susan lays back in her bed, looking at the sunset shining through her window. Susan tears up, saying, “I miss you so much Ted.”

‘Susan Arrives at Black Creek area by the Mississippi Bridge and River.  Susan parks her car in front of Black Creek. Susan looks out the window, at all the workers setting up the  festival, getting the tables and tents all set up. Susan can see the Mississippi bridge and river up the street. Susan is in her red long dress flowing, with a nice red fancy big hat. Her hair is up in a bun under the hat. Her makeup is fully done, with red lips.  Black Creek is a beautiful greenery area with lots of trees and picnic areas, walking trails, a tour area of Mississippi history, and a park. Mississippi been having their Festival here in Black Creek for ten years now. The huge open space in Black Creek is where the festival is being set up.  Susan walks into Black Creek looking at the guys moving the items from the big trailers and trucks, the tables and tents, for the festival. The whole area is gated, until the festival is all setup in two weeks. “Hi gentle man.” “It’s all coming together it looks like,” Susan said. “Yes  it is,” One of the workers said. Susan seen Betty pulling up in her red Lexus and other familiar faces and neighbors from the area. Betty gets out her car walking as she see Susan. “Baby, you look so stunning in your red dress,” Betty said. Susan hugged Betty. “Momma I’m so excited for this festival, Last year was fun but this year is going  to be more fun.” Betty looking around at all the guys setting up. “Yes!!!” I love the decorations and Black Creek is such A beautiful place for a wedding to,” Betty said, winking one eye at Susan. “Mom!!” Susan said.  Three ladies walked up to Betty and Susan. “Oh my lord, Hi ladies, so nice to see you three,” Betty said. “This is my daughter Susan, Susan this is Shirley and Mary, and Patricia.”  “These three lovely ladies live over In Madison area, right by me.”  “They’re here to help out with the festival and they’re cooking some food for the festival to.” “Hi ladies,” Susan said. “I’m so happy to be involved in the festival this year, this is our first time involve and being at the festival out here,” Shirley said. “I’m making my yummy potato salad for the festival,” Mary said. Susan looking very out-of-place. “Excuse us ladies,” Susan said, pulling Betty to the side gently. “Mom I really have to go, I need to head over to the my shop to go get some stuff now.” “I know today we both was supposed to do the list and meet up with all the people off the list who is supposed to participate in this year festival,” Susan said. “My dear, I totally understand, no worries, I’ have lots of help here today, the girls can help me with all that.” “Oh….!!” “The mayor might be coming today, he is the creator and the main person in charge of this town festival,” Betty said. “Mom that’s exciting, will love for him to come,” Susan said. “Mom I have to run, I’ll call you later on,” Susan leaves really fast. Betty looks shock, standing there, “Love…You!” lol. Betty goes back over to the table area where Mary, Shirley, Patricia is at. “Sorry ladies!” I’m back!” “Lets start the recipes list on what you all are making for the festival.”

‘For the rest of the week, Seven days straight Susan was very hectic on her schedule from morning to-night, From her shop, to teaching classes, and helping with the setting up and arrangements for the festival that is now a week away. Betty was very busy to with her neighbors, helping with the preparing of the recipes and setting up for the festival.’

‘The Seventh day on that Sunday evening, Susan was teaching a free class on gardening in her floral shop. Started at 4:00pm. James and Fred, Susan neighbors attended. Local customers from the town attended the class. Altogether thirteen  attended. Everyone came in the class, greeting Susan. Susan has a nice one story shop, beautiful floral every where. She has a separated area that’s gated, in back of the shop, for the gardening class.  Where she stands to teach the class, she has a garden area, where she demonstrates how to plant seeds. There’s a patio area where the people sit in comfortable chairs in the shade. Each person has an area where they can plant to. There’s flower bushes by the patio area and plants. It smells like fresh roses on the patio. Susan has workers that work for her in her shop. A lady coworker is at the cash register watching the front, while Susan teach the class.  A Male Security officer is in front of the shop out side, keeping an eye out. Five minutes after the class started, at 4:05pm a tall athletic male walks into the class, with dark shades on. He sits in the back of the class, taking off his dark sun glasses. Susan looks at the guy, she realizes that it’s Rob Davis after he took off the dark sun glasses. Rob was dress casual, blue fitting jeans, white fitting T-shirt, flip-flops,way different from the other day when he showed up at Betty House in a dark suit. Susan couldn’t concentrate cause of the distraction from Rob Davis Blue eyes staring thru her. His bulging muscles showing through his tight T-shirt, his leg muscles through the jeans shows the built of his legs. He has big wide veiny feet, well groom clear nails, showing his feet in his flip-flops. Susan was still disappointed from the other night but was also happy to see him. Susan is now focus on the class. “So everyone, the plant food I was talking about, is called Miracle Gro.” Susan continue to teach the class. At 5:30pm the class ended. “Everyone thanks for coming.” “Don’t forget your home work assignment.” “Search the net for every type of flower around the world.” “Then out of those flowers, pick your favorite.””Print out the picture from your computer, then I can get those type of flower seeds delivered to my shop.” “I then will help each of you plant your flower seed.” “Over the weeks I will show you how to water the soil and tips on how to take care of the plant.” “Then once the flower blooms in the coming weeks, you each will be able to take your flower plant home.” “Have a good night everyone.” Everyone left the class as they all said good night.’DSC02614

‘Rob still sitting in the back. Susan putting all the garden supplies away in the cabinets, by the patio area. “Sir, class is over now,” Susan said. Rob looking at Susan, giggle ling. “So It’s like that Sue?” HA..”HA…”  Rob stood up, walking towards Susan by the counter area, where she was putting up supplies. “This is actually a nice Floral Shop and I love this Patio area.” “The class was magnificent, it was really great.” “I laughed when you first told me but I actually really enjoyed it and there’s  way more to this garden thing than I thought,” Rob said. Susan smiled a little but hesitated at the same time. “I’m glad you enjoyed it,” Susan said as she walked away, heading from the patio area, into her Floral shop. Before she can turn around, Rob grabbed her arm gently. Susan enjoyed the soft touch on her arm. Looking into Rob eyes, still hesitating, avoiding his eyes gazing into her eyes. “We need to talk,” Rob said. “How did you find my Floral shop and the time of my class?” Susan said. “I ask everyone in Madison about your Floral shop, and they had a lot of great things to say.” “Susan what happen between you and me the other night was actually real feelings, it wasn’t force at all.” “Look Rob, It’s just a high school crush that I had on you, every high school girl dream to date a jock.” “You didn’t want me before, but now you just showed up out of the blue, years later.” “You think you could just play with my emotions like there is really real feelings between us and then turn around and break my heart, like you did all the girls in high school?” Rob looking disappointed. “Oh… like the time you put a frog in my blouse in high school.” “You and your jock friends use to play pranks all the time on people and thought it was funny,” Susan said. Rob looking hurt. “Look Sue, Ha.. ha… I know that I’ always been a jokester but never met to hurt anyone, it was all out of fun.” “Well, Rob, Some people wasn’t happy, that so many in school couldn’t stand you or that Marsha Brady.” Rob looked at Susan. “Look Sue, I told you my past isn’t me, I’m not that guy anymore.” “You’re still living in the past, just like you can’t accept the fact that Ted and your father are dead.”  Rob couldn’t take his words back. Susan stared at Rob with a shocking look. Rob started to feel bad. “Look Susan, I.. I.. didn’t mean…,” Susan interrupted, “You jerk, you know nothing about me.” “Was you wondering about me in high school while you was pulling on Marsha Coat tail?” “Look Sue, I actually was wondering about you, and can’t denied it, but you was pretty hot for a nerdy girl and still is smoking hot till this day?” Susan had a disgusting look on her face. “Sue whatz up with all these dresses?” huh…” “A dress for every day of the month,” Ha…” ha..” ha..” Rob immature cocky side coming out. Rob then try to be serious and truly felt feelings for Susan always, ever since high school. Rob knew by this point he wasn’t on Susan good list and that Susan still see the immature jock from high school. Susan walked away, but Rob got in front of her. “Look Susan, I truly always admired you.” “I was the stupid immature jock back then but I always wanted to let that eagle side of me go, I just felt so pressure at that time to be something I wasn’t.” “I was this amazing football player and so me and my other jock buds always got attention from the ladies.” “That made us over the top and so we thought we had to do crazy things for attention to become the cool jocks, we wanted to be popular.” Susan couldn’t look at him. “Look Sue, I liked you at that time cause I can tell from the classes we had together, that you are a girl who grew up in a really good family that taught you morals.” “You always was the innocent girl, that made good grades.” “Always very polite and every time I use to see you walking through school with your female friends, you all seem like normal great kids. ” “You wasn’t about being popular at all,” Rob said. “Well Rob I never knew that you felt this way about me.” “How do I know this is real?” “Is this what you told every girl and then you broke her heart?” “Now if you excuse me,” Susan said as she walked away, going into the shop. “Cassidy can you make sure to lock up after your shift?” Susan said as she grabbed her purse and jacket. “No problem Susan!” Have a good night!” Cassidy at the cash register said. Susan walks out the shop, Rob walking fast behind her. The security officer Bob still sitting in front of shop. “Good night Bob, ” Susan said. “Good night Susan,” Bob said. Susan walks further out in the parking lot where her truck is parked. “So you are going to follow me all the way home?” Susan said to Rob. “If I have to.” “DAMMIT SUE, I DON’T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO!!” “YOU WANT ME TO GET ON MY KNEES?” ” WELL THAT’S WHAT I WILL DO IF I HAVE TO!” Rob said as he kneels down on both knees in front of Susan. Susan opens her truck door. “Look Sue, I wrote you a letter in high school but never gave it to you.” “You know the letters, where it said, can you go out with me, circle yes or no?” Susan gets in her truck, shutting her truck door. Rob still kneeling on both knees. “Sue, I think you hold so much bitter in your heart.” “Plus so much pressure on you, from the deaths of Ted and your dad.” “You want this September to be so perfect cause you are celebrating them both and that’s great but you are so pack with work that you don’t have time for you.” “Plus you don’t know a great guy in front of you cause you still can’t get over Ted.” “You got to move on Sue, you deserve that.” Rob still kneeling in front of Susan truck.  “I can’t Rob, I can’t.. ” Susan said as she tears up. “You probably never ever experience two deaths in the same month, but deaths that are of people so close to the heart,” Susan said. “Sue my dad past in high school, and that was very hard for me.” ” I mourn his death, that’s why I was so meen at times cause I was so upset that my papa past but I moved on,” Rob said. “Rob, what do you want from me?” Susan said.  “I’m on my knees.” “I want you Sue, I want us to start all over like when we first met in high school.” “Look at this, like, we are going back in time.” “We are more mature and better versions of our selves now.” “So lets just get to know each other again and see where it goes.” “Believe me Sue, If I can go back in time and change a lot of things, I will but I can’t.” “I’m so sorry Sue for all the crazy things I done back then to you or anyone.” Rob still kneeling on his knees. Rob held his hand out, in hopes that Susan will get out her truck and hold his hand. “Rob I wish you the best with everything but Ted is the love of my life and will always be,” Susan said. She drives really fast out the parking lot. Rob is on his knees still, he then stands up with a sad look on his face.’

‘Susan looked In the mirror that night brushing her hair before bed. Wearing her silky night-gown. She day dreams in the mirror, remembering Ted when he was alive, on how he use to hold her from behind as she brushed her hair, kissing her on the neck, telling her that she is beautiful. Susan kept looking and looking at the mirror. A reflection of Ted, like a very light reflection appears behind her. She can feel a warm feeling behind her neck and back, all down behind her back for a second. Susan heart beats very fast, “TED!!”…”TED!!”….TED!!”….TED!!””COME BACK PLEASE!!” Susan looks back at the mirror and nothing is there behind her any more. Susan tears up. “OH…my Ted..” Susan runs out the house and hops in her truck, driving down the street to her mom Betty house. Susan knocks on the door really loud. Betty rushes to the door noticing Susan eyes was very watery from crying. Susan shaking, looking shock. “Oh sweet heart..” “What happen?” Betty said. Betty hugs Susan, bringing her in the house. They both sit on the couch in the living room. Betty goes in the kitchen, pouring two cups of coffee. Betty then comes back in the living room, and sits the coffees down on the living room table. She sits next to Susan on the couch, holding her in her arms. “My sweet princess, momma is here now.” “What happen my dear?” Betty said. Susan went into a silence for a while. “Mom… I don’t know how to explain this but… but… I…I… seen Ted.” “It was like this spirit, like a light reflection of him.” “I was in the mirror brushing my hair before bed, and all of a sudden as I’m looking in the mirror, I seen him behind me smiling.” “I remember those nights when he held me from behind, as I brushed my hair.” “He will look at me as we both faced the mirror.” “He was holding me, his arms around my waist.” “He use to say, I’m beautiful as we both looked in the mirror together.” “Mom I miss him and want him to come back.” “Yes it scared me to see him in spirit but at the same time I was so happy.” “I feel him all the time, I know he is always with me.” “First time seeing him in spirit,” Susan said. Susan takes a sip of her coffee. Betty stares at Susan smiling. “What mom?” Susan said. “I see your dad spirit roaming around here all the time,” Betty said. “When you first seen that, was it scary?” Susan said. “It kind of caught me off guard but once I accepted that, I started to feel that joy in my heart cause I know he is always with me always.” “Like I even noticed weird things happening around here.” “You remember when your father use to hate every time I left the wine on the counter?” “Ha..” “Ha..” He couldn’t stand that.” “He always said the wine shall be chill right away but I love my wine a little warm.” “Any ways… lets just say I been leaving it out sometimes and the next day I noticed it’s back in the fridge.” Susan looks at Betty with wide eyes. “I know it’s him, plus he had this stubborn thing about him.” “I’m like what happens if I want my wine warm..” lol.. “But your father will say it’s better on ice.” “You remember recently when me and you was in the kitchen cooking a meal?” Betty said. “We’ll… I was looking for the Paprika seasoning.” “Thought I misplace it but when I check back on the counter next to the pan that had the roast in it, it was there next to the pan.” “So your father always loved Paprika on his roast and always thought it was important to have all the ingredients and other items right in front on the counter, when preparing that meal.” “He couldn’t stand looking for stuff when cooking, he always wanted everything to be all out first, like the things he will need for that meal, before he started preparing dinner.” Susan was in shock. “So my dear, yes your dad was difficult at times and I was to, Sometimes we couldn’t even see eye to eye at times but we truly loved each other.” “Our rule was that, no matter how much problems we had in our marriage but we will always be together and work on making things better in our marriage.” “So mom, did it take you awhile to  move on and start dating people?” Susan said. “It did but I knew that your dad will want me to be happy and so he wouldn’t mind me moving on, meeting new people after he past away.” Betty said. “I actually have some one special I been seeing.. but.. that’s another topic for another time,” Betty said. “Mom, Is it the pastor at the church?” Susan said. Betty took a huge sip of her coffee. “No worries dear, you will meet him, if things get more serious between us,” Betty said. Susan smiled, giggle ling. “Mom earlier today, Rob Davis came to the shop to checkout my garden class.” “Really!!” Betty said in a surprised tone. “We talked after and he started going into this long story of how he changed from back then.” “He even got on his knees and asked me out.” Susan got quiet. “So.. what you say?” Betty said. “I said no, I turned him down mom,” Susan said. “My dear, you always had feelings for Rob Davis.” “I know in high school he was a creep but people really do change.” “Why would he just come over out the blue my dear?” Betty said. Susan looked at Betty. “Mom, I don’t know if I trust him though.” “He admitted that he always liked me but he played the crazy cool jock creep act, just to be cool and popular.” “He said I was the girl who always had morals, that I’m sweet and kind.” “He loved that.” “I guess it’s not always true that handsome jocks don’t always fall for girls like Marsha Brady at the end but in movies it seems to happens that way.” “The handsome hot jock wants the most beautiful stuck up girl in school.” Susan said. “Let me ask you something my dear.” “So from him being on his knees all those minutes and pouring his heart out, you didn’t feel no hope in your heart?” “I mean from all that I gather from last Sunday when he came by and then hearing how he came to see you earlier, I think he is very serious.” Betty said. “Mom I’m confused,” Susan said. “My dear you have to move on from Ted.” “Don’t miss out on something so great.” “Ted opened that door for Rob to enter into the gates of your heart to meet the light within.” “You met Ted in college and so I think that both of these guys are met to be with you.” “Ted opened your eyes to what real love is, when Rob was just learning and becoming a better person.” “So Ted gave you something special, you both became one.” “It was Ted time to go but he will always be with you dear.” “You really need closure.” “Open your heart and let Rob show you the great man he is today.” “Believe me if I thought he was still the crazy creep still, I wouldn’t have let him in at all.” “He seem so polite and such a gentle man when he was here.” “I remember when I met his folks when you both was in high school.” “I met them at a neighborhood gathering and they’re lovely people.” “So sad that his dad passed doing the time Rob was in the ninth grade.” “I truly think that’s why Rob started to party a lot and became such a creep doing that time.” Betty said. “He told me mom about his dad that died.”  Susan said. “Mom I’m feeling better, you’re always a great person that lifts the soul.” “I have the best mom in the world,” Susan said. Susan and Betty hugged. “Awww… my princess, the best little girl that a momma always enjoyed coming home to.” Betty said. “Mom… I’m not a little girl any more,” Susan said with a smile. “Well you will always be my little girl no matter how old you get.” “You and Rob are now forty-five years old, wow… how time flys,” Betty said. “Don’t remind me mom,” Susan said. “Baby, lay on my lap like old times.” “I use to read you this beautiful poetry piece called ‘Sweet September.’ Susan laid her head on Betty lap, both still on the couch. Betty gently touch Susan face, and touching her hair, comforting her as she starts to read. “Summer left on the train, that breezy Sunny early morning as September moved into a new season.” “Autumn and Harvesting came together.” “The Heavens light shined down all over the lands of freedom. “Each crop, Every flower, Every Fruit, Every plant grew with love.” “Watered each soul, giving wisdom into a freeing spirit.” “They all rise into a new beginning, moving forward into the sky.” “They never looked back from the seed that brought them up from the soil.” “A new beginning started that Sweet September.” “The winds blew so gracefully in a slow dance so freely.” “Mother Nature was now at peace.” Betty stopped reading, she looks down at Susan laying on her lapped. Susan is sleeping so comfortably and gracefully, so peacefully. Betty looks up and noticed a white reflection of her husband, Susan dad spirit appeared in the living room, in front of the fire-place across the living room. He puts a thumbs up, whispering the words,” I love you both, Always.” He then disappears. Betty smiled and then looked back down at Susan, touching her hair softly, caressing her head softly.’DSC00700

‘Only five more days until the Festival. Susan stayed busy all week, from working at her shop to preparing for the festival. Susan went over to her next door neighbor house, Fred and James, to discussed the festival. Susan knocked on the door that Wed Evening. “Hi gentleman, so sorry to interrupt your evening but wanted to explain to you both more about the festival.” James looked down at Susan hands, Looks like she was holding a pie. “Oh my gods!!” “Is that your mom delicious apple pie?” James said. Licking his lips. Fred came to the door behind James. “Let the woman a least step in the house silly, ” Fred said. “We’ll excuse me, I have a sweet tooth,” James said. Susan walked into the kitchen. “Come in Susan, make your self at home,” Fred said. “Nice home you both have.” “Susan looking around. “This is the pie that I told you both about a few weeks ago, My mom apple pie from scratch,” Susan said. “Oh my, wow.. Susan you didn’t have..” Fred said as Susan interrupted. “No…!!” It’s my pleasure guys.” “My mom loves giving some pies away before the festival, so people can try them.” “She is actually making some fresh ones the night before the festival, so they will be very fresh when people buy them at the festival.” Fred preparing dinner. Susan and James sitting at the table. “What smell so good?” Susan ask. “I’m making a homemade bake chicken, with apple chicken gravy,” Fred said. “Oh my gods Susan, It’s out of this world, So yummy,” James said. “Susan why don’t you stay for dinner,” Fred said. “Um… ” “I can’t..” Susan said. “Come on Susan, take a load off, relaxed for a while, you work so much,” James said. Susan knew she could use the time to relaxed and enjoy some great company, over a nice home cook meal. “Alright gentle man, I’ll stay for a while,” Susan said. “Great!!” Fred and James both said. “With the chicken, I made some sour cream rosemary garlic butter milk mashed potatoes.” “Honey Carrots and…. ” Fred said. James interrupted, making a drum roll sound with his voice and hands beating on the table. “DUN.. DUN ..BA DOM..!!!” “His delicious apple squash that we told you about, that our mom use to make for the holiday,” James said. “And hot biscuits,” Fred said. Fred starts setting the table. “Apple pie for desert, yummy,” James said. “Just don’t eat the whole pie,” Fred said. “Excuse me big brother, you get it?” “Ha.. ha.. big brother… like as fat,” James said. “KNOCK IT OFF!!”YOU NERD!!”Fred said. “Come on gentle man, no more fighting.” “You’re both brothers.” Susan said. James sticking his tongue at Fred and laughing. “Sorry Susan, No wonder why God made me older, cause I have more brains and way more maturity than my dumb young brother,” Fred said. “You are fifty-five and James you’re forty-eight.” “You boys are way to old to be acting like this.” “Come on gentle man, get it together,” Susan said.  James and Fred knew that Susan was right. “Sorry Susan for that little out burst,” James said. “I’m sorry to Susan, we want you to feel at home,” Fred said. “Come here brother, Fred said as he gave James a hug. “I’m sorry Fred,” James said. “I’m sorry  to James, love you.” “Love you to.” Susan is so happy to see them both make up. “I love this moment gentleman,” Susan said. All three of them sat at the table having a good meal. Talking over dinner and laughing.  Two hours went by. “Ha ha…” “James that was a funny memory from when you and Fred was young,” Susan said. “Mom ground me and him for months ha..” ha..” Fred said. James laughed “ha…” ha..” ha.” “By the way Susan, the pie was excellent,” Fred said. “Yes Susan and please tell your mom we said thank you,” James said. “No problem guys.” “I’m looking forward to seeing you both at the festival and introducing you both to my mom.” “I’m so glad that you both put your name on the list for the people who is all bringing food for the festival.” “So happy that your mom is making her apple cakes for the festival to.” “All the proceeds from the festival goes towards fighting cancer.” “Everyone who is participating in the festival is happy cause it’s giving back and the money we make from it, is really going straight to the fighting cancer charity.” “My dad actually died from cancer years ago,” Susan said. “Sorry about your dad,” James said. “We are happy to be part of the festival, and we are so glad that you came over for dinner,” Fred said. “Seeing you laugh, really brightens our day,” James said. “You both are such gentleman.” “Thanks for a really great meal and great night.” “Dinner was really good and that apple gravy bake chicken, wow, very yummy.” “Everything was good and the apple squash delicious,” Susan said.  Susan got up from the table. James and Fred stood up to. “Susan, we will be so glad to walk you out,” Fred said. “I will like that gentle man.” All three of them walked out side. “Thanks guys for a lovely evening and you two behave,” Susan said. “We will,” Good night Susan.” “Good night guys,” Susan said.  Susan looked at the moon in the dark sky as she went inside her house. She then went in her back yard and slowly laid on the green grass on her back, spreading out her whole body on the grass, arms and legs spread out. She takes a deep breath, looking straight at the sky.  She see the yellow full moon, that looks really big from where she is looking. She see the yellow stars all around the dark sky. All of a sudden she see a shooting star. “Oh my gods, that must be a sign of good things to come,” Susan said to herself. She couldn’t denied the fact that Rob been on her mind a lot and she can’t help thinking about that special moment they shared the other night. She truly wanted to kiss him but hesitated, two times she turned him down. Ted was also on her mind a lot to. She still felt confused on what to do.’

‘Mean while at Rob folks house, that same night, Rob was in the back yard. Rob was just laying on his back in the grass, feeling freely, as his arms and legs spread wide on the grass, looking at the moon and stars. He was so happy to see a shooting star. He felt like something was good to come soon. Rob been thinking so much about Susan. He couldn’t let her go. Rob been pounding his mind on what to do to prove to her that he is the one. Rob stared at the moon and stars day dreaming.’

‘That Friday evening, a day before the festival, Rob went over to Betty house knocking on the door. Betty couldn’t believe Rob Davis was back. “Wow, didn’t expect you to come back.” “I thought maybe you went back to New York but I’m so happy to see you’re still here,” Betty said.  Betty welcome him in. “Come in sweetie.” Rob came in sniffing, he walks into the kitchen with Betty. “That’s your apple pie.” “I knew I smelled something from the street right when I got out my car,” Rob said. “Yes, tomorrow is the Festival at 10am Saturday.” “So are you going to be there?” Betty said. “I’m not sure if that’s a great idea Betty.” “I shouldn’t have never came over here in the first place that day.” “Susan really hates me and all she keep seeing is the dumb creep, the dumb jock from high school,” Rob said. “Susan actually been talking about you so much lately.” “She just caught in between trying to get over Ted and also having these strong feelings for you,” Betty said. “Maybe she just don’t trust me,” Rob said. “We’ll I get that she is taking her pain out on you from losing Ted.” “Just like you took your pain out on others from the death of your father, when you was in the ninth grade.” “I truly believe that maybe in her mind you came at a bad time but really you came at the right time,” Betty said. “I’m confused Betty.” “She said that to,” Betty said. “I guess after all it’s not always true what they say that Jocks only go for the popular most beautiful stuck up girl in school at the end,” Rob said. “She said that to,” Betty said. “Well I did go for the most popular girl in school but honestly I just wanted to be cool at that time, it wasn’t real love.” “So at the end I truly got the most beautiful girl in the world, that is so precious, a great heart, a caring person.” “Someone who wants to get married and start a family just like I always wanted.” “That is your daughter Susan,” Rob said. Betty looking at Rob with happiness. “Betty I’m in love with Susan Walters, I knew ever since I first laid my eyes on her in high school,” Rob said. Betty started to tear up in happiness. “Are you sure Rob?” “This is your only chance, Please don’t blow it,” Betty said. Rob looked at Betty in the eyes. “I’m so sure, just like I’m so sure about how good your pie is,” Rob said. “We’ll this is actually going to be a really good rest of Sweet September,” Betty said. “This is Susan favorite time of year, cause of the festival and celebrating two important deaths every Sept,” Rob said. “Plus giving back to the community and she loves autumn, always a great time for her in harvest.” “She has a beautiful garden at her home, with fresh fruits, flowers, plants,” Betty said. “I heard, plus that’s part of the great taste of your pies, cause those apples are very special, so fresh from the garden.” “I truly appreciate and have so much respect for gardening now.” “So Betty how do I find Susan?” Rob said. “By prayer,” Betty said. Rob looking confused. “Do you pray young man?” “Yes Betty I do and been praying that this Sweet September will be mine.” “Susan is Sweet September, cause she is driven like the breeze in Autumn.” “She is sweet like the fruit in her garden and beautiful like the flowers that bloomed so fully.” “Her heart is pure like the full moon and the stars in the nightly sky.” “The shooting star gave meaning to our love for each other, a sign that this is true love.” “I know she seen the shooting star the other night, the same night that I seen it,” Rob said. “Tomorrow I’m going to be at that festival.” “Betty I need you to do me this favor.” Rob took out a folded paper in his pocket, that look like a letter. “If you see Susan tonight, please give this to her and have her read it right away,” Rob said. Betty looking at the folded letter. “Ok, I’ll give it to her.   “She should be here later, to help load up all the stuff on the truck for the festival tomorrow,” Betty said. Rob gives Betty a hug. “Thanks!” Rob said as he leaves Betty house with a big smile, feeling excited. Betty looked at Rob car from her front porch, as he is driving up the street. Betty feels that there can be hope and that there has to be some kind of sign. That Susan has to feel like she could trust Rob, and be ok with moving on from Ted. Betty thinking to herself, that there has to be a way, a sign to show Susan that it’s ok for her to move on from Ted and show that Ted is ok with that. Betty gets a cup of coffee, she then walks into her living room. She noticed there’s a book on the couch. Betty eyes wide open. Betty recognized the book but didn’t put the book there. She then realizes, looking to the heavens, praying, saying “Thank you my love.” Betty read some of the book. She then picked up the phone and called Susan. “Susan I need you to get over to my house ASP, right after work,” Betty said on Susan voice mail.’

‘A few hours later, right at 5:00pm, Susan knocks really loud on Betty door. Susan looking worried. Betty opened the door. “Mom I got your voice mail.” “Are you ok?” “Did dad put the wine back in the refrigerator or he moved the Paprika again?” Betty held Susan hand, bringing her in the house, going into the living room. They both sat on the couch. “No but even better.” “You remember when Ted misplaced his diary when you both came here for dinner years back?” “We’ll when your dad was alive, We actually found it outside.” “You and Ted sat in the back yard after dinner looking at the stars and full moon I remember.” Susan looking confused. “We’ll I do remember when he will always take his diary with him every where he went, cause there was always something that inspired him, so he will write the things down that inspired him and moments that me and him shared,” Susan said. “Ok and so he always felt that each day he lived, there was always something inspirational in his day, no matter how bad some days was, even when he was sick,” Betty said. “Mom that’s why I liked him so much.” “Can Rob see that..” Susan said, then Betty interrupted. “Oh child wait, oh speaking of Rob, He actually came over earlier looking for you.” “He wanted me to give something to you but that’s another topic later over dinner tonight.” “By the way I have a roast in the oven and no your father didn’t touch the Paprika but he can for all the years I’m alive on this earth cause It’s a reminder that he is watching over me always.” “I want you to understand that Ted is with you to and he truly is ok with you moving on my dear.” “Rob loves you and always has, open up your eyes dear and look at the signs.” “Rob reminds me like Ted in some ways.” “I’m Talking about the Rob now, Not the high school football jock Rob.” “Back to Ted diary but like I said, Ted lost his diary and at that time we couldn’t find it.” “So weeks later, your dad seen it outside under some long weeds and dirt behind the tool basement area.” “I think when we had the dog out side, Bailey was his name, he must had of grabbed it with his mouth and ran towards the basement, and dug like a hole,” Betty said. Susan thinking to herself. “I do remember that night when we was  on the grass looking at the stars, we both fell to sleep.” “That night Bailey was running around the yard,” Susan said. “Then when you both woke up and was leaving to go home, I remember Ted looking for it,” Betty said. “We both forgot that he took the diary out side that night and laid it down on the grass right beside us.” “He thought he left it in the bathroom.” “We still couldn’t find it and so dad said that if he happens to come across it, he will let us know,” Susan said. “So my dear, your father happen to find it weeks later in the yard and he kept it in his office.” He cleaned it and everything.” “He put a book cover on the diary.” “Me and your dad kept forgetting to tell Ted that we found the diary.” “So much stuff was going on at that time with your father wine business, he was so busy,” Betty said. “By the way I miss Bailey,” Susan said. “Oh me to, what a beautiful dog.” “Well he was with us for years and had a great life.” “He got old and his time was up.” “I guess he was with your dad when he left a surprise on this couch earlier,” Betty said. “Mom what are you talking about?” Betty shows Susan the diary. Susan looking shock. “I forgot all about this, it was in your dad office.” “Next thing you know, when I came back in the house, after Rob left, I see this book on my couch and I didn’t put it there,” Betty said. Susan staring at the book in shock. “I remember when Ted couldn’t find this, he ended up starting a new diary but after he died, his mom kept the new diary,” Susan said. “We’ll a least his mom has a beautiful treasure always, just like you have in your hands now.” “Open it and read the last thing he wrote before the diary got lost,” Betty said.’

Dear Diary, Susan is Sweet September, cause she is driven like the breeze in Autumn.” “She is sweet like the fruit in her garden and beautiful like the flowers that bloomed so fully.” “Her heart is pure like the full moon and the stars in the nightly sky.” “The shooting star gave meaning to our love for each other, a sign that this is true love.” “I know she seen the shooting star the other night, the same night that I seen it.”

‘I know I’m not going to be around long but I live everyday like it’s my last. I’m looking forward to this up and coming September, One of my favorite months of the year. Susan thanks for being my angel. Before I go, I hope to spend this whole September with you or a least part of it. I will always be with you in your heart no matter what happens. When I go, you will always be mine Sweet September. Don’t feel sad for me my love, It’s my time to go home to the father soon. I want you to celebrate me in a joyful happy time cause I’m going to be up heaven celebrating with the father and the angels.” “God has someone for you, who isn’t taking my place but someone who will make you happy just like I did. I know god will send him to you, he will be renewed in the spirit. Don’t look back my love, go forward. You truly have my blessing, I’m ok with you moving on. I will always love you and my spirit will be with you forever until we meet again. I will always be in your heart. Your Guardian Angel looking down and protecting you always.’       Love Ted

‘Susan and Betty sat at the dinner table that late evening.  So I was shock that Rob said those same exact words about you being Sweet September just like Ted words. It’s a sign baby,” Betty said. Susan tearing up but at the same time she feels a big relieve.  So how do you feel my dear?  Betty said. I feel so free and at peace with the situation now, Susan said. So Rob wanted me to give you this letter.’

    ‘Dear Sue, My Sweet September,

‘This month so far been such a life changer for me. You taught me what life is truly about. I want to hold hands together on this path of our destiny together. It’s way bigger than the popular cool jock on the football team. It’s way bigger than dating a girl just for her looks. It’s better than an actual career and having lost of money. We all are here for a reason on this earth. Something way bigger than ourselves, something that is special and that truly love us regardless of the mistakes we made in our past. We shouldn’t let our past define us and shouldn’t be judge by our past. We shouldn’t even live in the past. We each have a worth on this earth. What’s important is that we learned from those mistakes and trying to get better as humans, no matter how many more mistakes we make. Just living for god and doing his will for our life. Everyday I ask god to forgive me. I wish I can find all those people that I hurt in the past to apologized but I can’t find all of them. Let me show you Sweet September that I changed for the better. I know God wanted me to come back to Mississippi for a reason. To enjoy this Sweet September, That’s you. Lets celebrate and go forward into a future together that’s going to bring us together as one.””Lets meet after the festival tomorrow at the Mississippi Bridge at  midnight. So now here is the big question. Will you give me another chance and go out with me, to see where this can go? Circle yes or no. Then meet me at the bridge at 12:00 am, if you’re serious about me and you. If you have love in your heart for me then you will be there. If you aren’t there, then I truly understand that you don’t feel the same way. That’s ok if you don’t. If I don’t see you at the bridge, then I won’t bother you again, I promise.

  P.S. See you tomorrow I hope, fingers cross

Love Sweet September’

‘Susan woke up the next day, feeling excited for this special day. Susan looked at the light shining out her window, then she smiles. Susan went in her closet to pick out a dress for the festival. She chose this beautiful long big white dress, almost looks like a wedding dress. She looked at it in the mirror, putting the dress against her body. Susan could see two spirits standing beside her in the mirror. Susan looked at the mirror and smiled. They smiled back. She could see her dad and Ted was there with her.’

‘Susan arrived at the festival. Seeing so many cars parked in front of Black Creek. Loud country music playing in the background. Some of the ladies are in their fancy hats and dresses. The guys in suits, some are in Cow boy hats and jeans. All different cultures was at the festival. Everyone admired the Mississippi theme of the festival. There was games there, karaoke, Arts, Mississippi history tour attraction. Some walked around the Black Creek greenery area, where they have walking trails. There was people playing instruments. Lots of dancing, lots of beautiful arts. So many people was lined up at the food stands. Betty was working at her own stand, selling her apple pies. There was an area, where there was barbecue. A group of guys dressed as soldiers to honor those that fight years ago for their country and so many died that left Mississippi to join the army.’

‘Susan walked up to Betty pie stand. Betty gave Susan a big hug. “You look stunning my princess,” Betty said. “Thanks mom, you do to in your beautiful purple floral dress,” Susan said. “Thanks my dear.” Susan looking around for familiar faces. “Mom you seen any familiar faces?” Susan said. “No my dear but I’m sure they’re somewhere in this huge crowd,” Betty said. “Mom this festival looks great, It never change, I always love coming here,” Susan said. “Yes my dear, way crowded this year to, bringing all back grounds together,” Betty said. “Mom I’m going to see if the girls need help with serving, Over there by the barbecue area.” Susan walked past a group of soldiers. They all had on hats and their soldier costumes on. One of them kept looking at Susan as she walked past.  Susan noticed some familiar faces by the barbecue area.” Fred and James!!” “Oh my gods, so nice to see you both.” “Susan you look beautiful always,” James said. There was a older lady with James and Fred. “Susan meet the lady that made these delicious apple cakes, our mom Pattie,” Fred said. James and Fred standing on the side of Pattie, she is holding a plate of her apple cake. “So nice to meet you Pattie.” “Your sons are such gentle man and Fred here is such a great cook,” Susan said. “Your mom apple pies are so delicious but not sure if it’s better than mom’s apple cake,” James said. “Susan it’s a pleasure meeting you.” “My boys need a classy mature woman like yourself to live next door and check on them once in a while,” Betty said. “Ha… “ha..” I did have to play momma doing dinner at their house a few days ago but it looks like they been behaving.” “No… they’re really such great guys, and you seem like a great mom.” “They always say such great things about you and wow… how good your apple cakes are,” Susan said. “I will love for you to try some.” “These cakes been sale ling like crazy.” “I’m so glad to be able to bring my part in this festival and help cure cancer with the proceeds we make from the bakery sale,” Pattie said. Susan smiled at Pattie. “Pattie we are so glad to have you here,” Susan said. Betty walking towards Susan and Pattie. “Mom, I was just about to introduced you to my next door neighbors I told you about.” “This is Fred and James that lives next door to me and their mom Pattie.” “Pattie lives South of Mississippi.” “Pattie, Fred, James, This is my lovely mom Betty,” Susan said. “Nice to meet you Betty,” Pattie said. Fred and James shook Betty hand. “Betty I adore your apple pie,” James said. “Thanks handsome,” Betty said. “Mom, Pattie apple cake is good I heard, just like your apple pie.” “Maybe you both should team up together on opening a bakery together, Like a bakery business,” Susan said. Pattie and Betty looked at each other. “Oh my gods, Girl we need to exchanged numbers and talk business,” Betty said. “Come over to my house and let’s have cocktails and chat about making this bakery business happens,” Pattie said. “Sounds good Pattie,” Betty said. Shirley walking up behind Susan from the food stand. “Hi, Don’t mean to interrupt the small group party but I need some help serving these hot soldier guys, They love the barbecue and my homemade potato salad.” Susan and Betty turned around, seeing a really long line by the cookout area. “Wow…Mom everyone loves the food, it’s very crowded.” Fred and James helped their mom Pattie sale her apple cakes by the bakery stand. A group of guys dress in soldiers customs sitting in the table area, eating and communicating among them selves. “Good day guys,” Susan said as she walked past. “Good day ma’am,” All the soldiers said. One of the soldiers looked at Susan from under his hat. Sliding his army hat back down on his head, part of the hat covering his eyes a little. The festival was going so good for the few hours. Susan and Betty had the chance to take a break, walking around the crowded festival. Looking at the arts, jewelry, and all the history of Mississippi. Lots of music, some dancing and singing.  Susan can see the sun above the mountains as the evening approaches. The festival wasn’t as crowded as it was earlier but still a lot of people. Some was on the Mississippi bridge up the street, looking at the water. Betty and Susan went to the quiet area, by the walking trails in Black Creek by the festival. There is also a park in Black Creek by the Festival. Susan and Betty sat on the park swings. “Wow.. I love a swing,” Susan said. “Your father always enjoyed taking you to the park when you was a little girl, pushing you on the swing, great memories,” Betty said. “This is beautiful, this day been so great,” Susan said. “It has but where is your night and shining armor?” Betty said. “Ok mom, I’m just enjoying the festival for now,” Susan said. One of the soldiers walked pass the park by the festival, looking at Susan. “Mom I’ll be right back, need to go get a drink from the ice cream stand.” “You want anything?” Betty took out money out her purse. “Just a cherry icy,” Betty said, handing Susan twenty bucks. “Buy your self something to,” Betty said. Susan walked over in the festival area, standing in the ice cream stand line. Betty still at the park sitting on the swing. It’s now getting dark, as the sun starts going down, the street lights and all around Black Creek the lights come on. The festival lights brightens up the night, everything looking beautiful. Betty hears a whisper. “BETTY!!” Betty thinking to herself, “Please dear not now, I know you did not follow me all the way to the festival.” “Did I leave the wine out again?” Betty thinking to herself. “We’ll I never heard you talk but seen you a lot.” “Wait am I’m loosing my mind?” Betty looking around. “BETTY IT’S ME OVER HERE IN THE BUSHES!!” A loud whisper coming from the bushes by the benches behind the park swings. “OVER HERE !!” Betty got off the swings walking over to the bushes by the bench. A guy kneeling down in the bushes, he then peeked his head and upper body from behind the bushes. The guy is dress in a army costume and army hat. Betty got kind of scared, her heart jumped. “Betty it’s me Rob, sorry to startle you,” Rob said.”What are you doing dress like that?” “I seen a group of guys dress like that earlier, walking around the festival but didn’t know you was one of them,” Betty said. “Betty I can explain, and by the way those other guys are my football jock buddies from high school.” Betty looking at Rob with a crazy look. “Really Rob?” Betty said in a Sarcasm tone. “They’re also change people for the better.” “Look Betty, I wanted to celebrate our soldiers that ever lived, they sacrificed a lot for our country, just like your husband, So me and the boys wanted to celebrate that today.” “Plus I thought it will be best that Susan didn’t know I was here, cause I’ know this is a happy day for her and I don’t want to distract her in any way.” “I think she is still mad at me.” “Did you give her the letter?” Betty smiled. “Of course I did and I read it to before she read it.” “Such a beautiful letter.” Rob looking at Betty. “And ?” Rob said. “We’ll you just have to see at midnight,” Betty said. Susan walking back from the ice cream stand. “Oh… “Oh.. ” She is coming.” “Betty I’ll see you later.” Rob put back on his hat and kneel behind the bushes. He then runs towards the other direction, where Susan couldn’t see him. “Mom here is your change and A Cherry Icy.” “I got myself a yummy strawberry ice cream cone.” Susan and Betty enjoying their sweets.’

‘Later on that evening, most of the people left the festival. The festival was coming to an end. All the guys and workers, was starting to break down everything. Folding the tables, gathering all the items in the stand.  “Everything is all sold out,” Betty said. “Even your pies?”Susan ask. “Yep, we did a great job everyone,” Betty said. Susan and Betty helping with cleaning and closing the festival. Mary and Patricia, Shirley was helping to.   Fred and James, and Pattie was about to leave. “Thanks Betty and it was a pleasure meeting you.” “By the way, my apple cakes sold really well,” Pattie said. Betty hugged Pattie. “That is great and my apple pies sold out to.” “Darling lets meet soon for those cocktails and discussed our business plan,” Betty said. “I’ll call you,” Pattie said. Susan hugged Fred, and James. “I’m so glad you both had a blast and I truly enjoyed your mom.” “I truly think your mom and my mom is going to open up their own bakery,” Susan said. “Oh my, That will be a blast,” James said. “Yes, They will get lots of business for sure.” “Everything sold out today and so that’s for sure a sign of great things to come in their bakery business,”  Fred said. “Thanks Fred and James for your help.” “Pattie it was such a pleasure and I loved the apple cake.” “Thanks for your help to,” Susan said. Susan gives Pattie a hug. “No problem, So nice to meet you dear,” Pattie said. Pattie, Fred, and James walked to the car. They all waved at Susan. “Bye now, be safe,” Susan said as she waved. Susan turned back around, finishing collecting the items from the bakery stand. Loading up her truck with dishes that was use for examples, for people to try.  Some of the guys was breaking down the festival, Mary and Shirley, Patricia was still there helping closing.  Betty was there to still. A few people was at the park. Some leaving the festival. The music was off. Susan back turned towards her truck. Behind her the full moon appeared in the nightly sky. Rob stood from a far distance behind Susan looking at her. Before Susan can turn around, Rob was gone. Susan turned around to see the full moon. Susan then looked at her watch, It was now 11:50pm. Susan heart started beating fast. She knew in ten minutes that her life will change. “Mom, I was thinking about Rob all day today.” “I’m scared, like really scared” Susan said, looking confused. Betty didn’t know what to say. So she changed the subject. “Baby just stare at the sky and see if there’s a shooting star,” Betty said. Susan looked at the nightly sky. “My dear, just don’t over think it, just live in every moment.” “Follow your heart, don’t let love get away,” Betty said. Susan looked down at her watch. The time is 11:56pm. “Mom, I have to go.” Betty looked at Susan. “I know my dear,” Betty said. Susan looking confused. “What?” Susan said. “I’m so happy that you’re making the right choice, go get your night and shining armor.  Susan ran fast from Black Creek, up the street to the Bridge. Susan took off her shoes on the way to the bridge, running with her shoes in her hand. Her white dress at the bottom was flowing in the breeze so gracefully as she ran. One shoe fell out her hand but she didn’t care, she wanted to get there in time. Susan looked down at the beautiful glittery river from the Mississippi tall bridge. The full moon was so bright, sitting in the nightly sky above the River. The bright stars surrounded the sky and the moon. All of a sudden Susan watch made a loud sound “DING!!!” It was now 12:00 Am Midnight. “SUE!!” A loud voice said. Susan turned around seeing rob running from a far, down the bridge from the other side, walking towards her. Susan noticed he had on the army costume and hat. She didn’t have no idea that he was at the festival all that time. Rob breathing hard as he is now very close to Susan face, gazing in her eyes. “I found your heel in the street.” Rob said as he kneel down to put the heel on her foot and then he takes the other heel out her hand, putting it on her other foot. Rob then stands up. “These are for you,” Rob said as he handed her beautiful pink purple flowers. “So that was you at the festival dress as one of the army guys?” Susan said. “Me and my high school jock buddies was dress like that cause we wanted to celebrate the guys who served our country, just like your dad served this country before his wine business.” “Plus I felt like that was a great way to dress in a disguised, cause I wasn’t sure if you wanted anything to do with me again.” “I didn’t want to mess this day up for you and I truly didn’t want to miss this festival.” “So I decided to keep to myself until I knew if you wanted to be in my life or not.” Rob took off his hat.” Now I know for sure,” Rob said. “What about New York?” Susan said. “I decided that I can work on some cases out here in Mississippi and so I’m moving back out here.” “There’s no place like home, this always been my home,” Rob said. Mary, Shirley, Patricia, and Betty was all spying from the other side of the bridge, watching Rob and Susan with tears of joy and a smile. “Rob I read your letter, I was so blown away.”  “So sorry for pushing you away.” “I do trust you with all my heart,” Susan said. “What about Ted?” Rob said. “I got his blessing long ago, he will always be in my heart.” “God sent you to me.” “So my answer is yes, I want us to get to know each other more and see what happens,” Susan said. Rob looking into Susan eyes. “You are my Sweet September.” “I know this month is almost up.” “Will you spend October with me?” “October is associated with Autumn, so September and Oct are basically connected, just like me and you now.” “It’s the fall  to and I love the different color leafs.” “lets play in the yard full of leafs, and just be free,” Rob said. “I will love to spend October with you Rob Davis and the rest of my years.” Susan said. Rob and Susan gaze in each other eyes. They both looked at the nightly sky, A shooting star went across the sky. “Oh!!”.. Did you see that?” They both said at the time as they both laughed. Rob and Susan stood very close to each other on the bridge. Rob put his arms around Susan, both facing face to face, then they both kiss each other. Fire works popped in the sky from Black creek, From the teenagers that was popping fire works at the park. Susan and Rob looked at the nightly sky above. They both smiled as the fire works lit up the beautiful nightly sky along with the stars and moon in front of them. Betty teared up from the joy she was feeling. Shirley, Patricia ,nd Mary was happy to. Susan kissed Rob Davis for ten minutes on the bridge, Feeling safe, Feeling at peace, Feeling as one..’469718496

‘Sweet September enter into a new beginning, sharing the love with October. The light led them both on their destiny together as one.’ ‘That October 1st, the sun shined so bright from the heavens. The different color leaves pile on the ground, from falling off the trees so freely. Susan and Rob held each other, laughing, running around the yard, playing in the pile of leaves. Rob picked Susan up, spending her around. They laughed and kiss as the leaves blew in the breeze.’

‘Fall and Autumn gave each other hope. The two guardian angels guided their love that’s connected just like the seed and fruit in Harvesting. Trust blossomed in their relationship, so fully just like the Flowers that bloomed for Sweet September.’

‘Four years later wedding bells ringed that snowy December when Rob and Susan stared each other in the eyes, as they both said, “I do!!”

‘Susan stared in the mirror that early middle December at her big belly. The snow outside came down so gracefully, so freely. Susan heart-felt a pure joy from the feeling of about to be a mom. Rob came into the room behind Susan, He held her from behind, touching her belly gently, then he kisses her on the neck. “I’m such a lucky man, You’re so beautiful,” Rob said. “Thanks babe, I’m such a lucky woman.” “I have you and a bun in the oven.” “Wow.. never thought years and years later I’ll get knocked up by Rob Davis.” “Wow… everyone at the high school reunion next month is going to be in shock,” Susan said. ” HA!!” HA!!” Rob and Susan laughed. “No.. all jokes to the side but honestly I love you Rob Davis for the man you are today and so proud to make a family with you.” “I truly think our child is going to turn out great,” Susan said. Rob and Susan stared a each other in the mirror. “So babe, what should we name our child?” Rob said. “Well I’m due on Christmas and so that’s very exciting, the same day Christ was born,” Susan said. “What about Angela, just like Angle?” Rob said. “Yes Angela Davis, so our daughter finally has a name now,” Susan said. “But her nick name can be Sweet December,” Rob said. “AWWW…!!” So sweet,” Susan said. “Just like my Sweet September,” Rob said as he held her from behind by her belly, kissing her on the neck. Both of them looked in the mirror. Two reflections spirits appeared. One on each side of Rob and Susan. The two spirits touched Susan belly, and smiled, saying in a whisper,”I love you and congrats.” Then they both disappeared. A light shined out the bed room window from the cloudy snowy sky. Susan stared at the mirror smiling. “Baby did you just see that?” Susan said. “See what?” Rob said. “The light,” Susan said. “Yes right here in my arms, your light within and from our bundle of joy within.” “I felt a presence just now and a peace,” Rob said. “It’s God and the angels watching over us, Ted and our dads are those angels to,” Susan said. “I love you Sue, My Sweet September,” Rob said. “I love you to Rob Davis, My Sweet October,” Susan said.  They both kissed that snowy December. The angels flew all around that day with joy. Sweet September will always come back around. The garden and flowers always blooms again doing Autumn. The fruits and 12193320_945379755521932_6794228370072434439_n                                          

Veggies always grow from the seeds, bringing smiles in harvesting. Just like love will always come from God, working through us, to spread that love in the world, making the world a better place.’

‘Always forever, Happy Ever After

Sweet September,’

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

‘Her Angel Wings’

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‘Her Angel Wings’

‘Far away over the mountains, the sky looked so magical. A bright peach color light, shining so… bright over the sea. Mermaids swim in a peaceful motion, humming a spiritual tune. The sound…. so…. refreshing …so.. relaxing….like the sound of angels humming a tune.’

“HOLY………….HOLY…HOLY….”HOLY….HOLY….HOLY….HUUU………MMMMMMMM…”

‘The fog covered the mountains far away on that cloudy day. Very quiet…No sound…. As the babies laid to rest their souls, their spirits smile upon the town in peace. Each mom dress in all black, as their heart carry bitterness and guilt. Looking down at their baby graves cause more pain, thinking about how cancer took them away. Each woman blew a kiss to heaven at their bundle of joy that was no longer with them but in spirit.’

‘Each female wanted to escaped this small town, In their quiet world of minds thinking alike, they dominated. The aggression from man with dark roses, sent them in a distraction that pass on through generations. A Light shined from heaven that brought joy in their misery. Each woman had their babies in water, a spiritual birth. Each baby being lift from it’s mom womb from under water to breathing the world air, as the preacher prayed, baptizing each new-born. Each female tears roll down their faces, knowing her husband left her, as she gave birth to her bundle of joy. She created a world so far from reality, as she day dreamed into her own fantasy. All females only existed in this world. Mother Nature said “Welcome… Come my dears.” The mermaids poke their heads above the pure blue clear water. Swimming around the sea and above. They all go under the sea, seeing  all types of different color fishes brought in unity. The water felt so warm and comfortable, So…freeing…so..pure…’

‘One female back at the small town, day dreamed, as she thought about her miscarriage. Her mind brought her to her own world. In her dream she seen the beautiful heavens above. The beautiful baby angels held hands in a circle together around this bright light, one of those angels was her baby. Her baby waved at her, and she waved back. The adult angels welcome her into the gates of heaven, God greeted her and held her in his arms. “Child you’re going to be fine, your bundle of joy is your guardian angel, we all are looking over you and everyone else in your town and around the world.””Go spread the word to all your fellow people, teach them real reality and how to accept what ever happen.” “You all come together and make a difference, I will work through you all to see the light at the end of the tunnel my love.” God said. She woke up from her dream with tears of joy. She jumped out her bed and ran over to her next door neighbor house, knocking on the door hard but that next door neighbor was in a day dreamed in her own world.’

‘The mermaids develop wings, as the huge waves of the sea made a huge noise that shook the earth. The next door neighbor got scared as the mermaids in her mind screamed… “HELP….”HELP…. ” As they start to drowned in the sea from the huge waves. The mermaids escaped as their wings helped them fly far from the storm. The strong winds stopped as the light from above came through the cloudy dark sky.’

‘The next door neighbor kept staring at the wall in a deep day-dream, as tears went down her eyes, she realized someone was knocking on the door. She came back to reality and jumped out her chair and ran to the door. She opened it and both of the female neighbors hugged each other tight as they cried. One of the females said, “It’s going to be ok…” “The angels is watching over us all and our father in heaven is watching, The curse is broken now.”

‘A few years later, early that morning, The sun rise was so bright over the small town.The mountains from a far away distance was so.. clear..  All the families came together. Each female let bitterness go and came close again with their husbands and children. White daisies bloomed all over the garden by each baby grave. Each female can see clearly as the blocked no longer kept them captive in their own imagination. Rose the mayor , brought all the people in the small town together to meet in the grave yard, to honor them for their voice and work in the town. Also to have a prayer service for all the babies that they lost over the years in the town. “The reason I wanted you all here today at this beautiful grave yard, is to honor our females for their work on helping clean up this town.””We have many new schools for our children now in this town and a new college that just got built.””We also have many counseling places now for females that been abuse and that had miscarriages.””We are also working with cancer patients to.” “So many of our babies also died from cancer and so we also want to pray that our babies are resting in peace till this day.” “I want to share this story of a dream I had.” “I had a dream a few years ago.””I went up to heaven, the angels greeted me as they open up the gates.” “My baby that I miscarried, was up heaven holding hands in a circle with the other angels around this huge beautiful light.””God hugged me so tight, I felt that fatherly love spirit on me after that till this day.””I know my son has a father watching over him up there, just like we all have a father.””My son is my guardian angel.””God wanted me to spread the word to many females out there that lost a child or miscarried,  even those that been abuse.””I knew he had a calling for my life and every life.””Not all guys are bad at all, I see all the beautiful man sitting next to their beautiful wives today, that’s still going strong and that treats their spouses with love.””There’s always a light at the end of the tunnel and from our experiences and passions, god works through each of us to help the world to be a better place.””We all can come together man and woman, boy and female to make a difference in unity,” Rose said as everyone clapped. Rose looked proud as she said, “Thank you, I want to bring my next door neighbor and best friend up here to speak.””This is my good friend Pearl.”  Pearl stood in front of everyone. “Hi everyone, I know some of the females that’s sitting here today lost a child, and that child grave is right here in this yard.” “I lost a child also and that child is buried here also.””I was also a victim of abuse.” “My husband will come home drunk and call me names.”” I stared and stared at the wall in my own quiet place.””I wanted to escaped into my own world, where there was just me and all the females, and our babies.” “My heart suffered but that cloudy day, as I heard the knocks at my door, I was so deep into my own world.” “The knocks was so loud that I got afraid, I couldn’t move, cause of my fears.””The waves came upon me, so hard that I couldn’t safe myself but I knew I will develop wings.””The mermaids kept yelling out, HELP…” HELP…” “but at the end of the tunnel there was an angel name Rose and she is here beside me today.””I finally had the strength to own my happiness from the father above.” “I got out my marriage safely, in a divorce.””He said sorry and got help, we are now the best of friends.””I’m now married to a wonderful man that treats me with love.” “I’m pregnant now with a another child.””I know this child is a gift from god.””Everyone lets bless on all these graves, lets pray over our children and honor our father in heaven for his greatness and love.” Everyone started praying as the angels in spirits flew all around the grave yard and the small town.  Pearl looked at Rose, “Thank you my sister for saving me and making this town better,” Pearl said.  Rose smiled at Pearl as they both left the crowd and started walking around the grave yard. “So Pearl, Do u still day dreamed in your own imaginary world?”  Pearl became silence for a while. “Well…. I do but I know it’s not true reality but it’s more true reality verses real reality, it’s an art piece in  my mind.” Rose looked at the sky and then at Pearl. “So did the mermaids ever get help?” Rose said. “Yes they did, we all did get help and I’m so happy, I know that those we lost, they’re looking down in peace, smiling on us all.””They all are with their families up there.” “I can see clearly, the moms are flying around heavens and the children all are holding hands around the light.””Our father is smiling, our creator.” Pearl looked at Rose, they both smiled at each other. “I love you sister.””I love you to sister.””Thanks for inspiring me,” Pearl said.”Thanks for inspiring me and those we lost and other up and coming females.” Rose smile and said, “You inspire me to.””Lets continue to make a difference.” Pearl and Rose walked the grave yard, with a smile as the light shined bright from above and a peace came so clearly. The white daisies shined all over the grave yard. “We are now flying, up top of the world from all we have overcome.”

‘The mermaids swim around the sea in a peaceful mind, the water stayed pure and still. The different color fishes came together in unity with the mermaids. The heavens shined down on the lands, the angles held hands. The children played, laughing loud so freely…. One child looked at his mom with a smile, as she song a familiar hymn.’

“HOLY…HOLY … HOLY… A CHILD IS BORN…. JESUS… IS.. LOVE… GOD IS LOVE… HOLY  IS LOVE… COME TO ME… GUARD MY CHILDREN…. WE ALL ARE YOUR CHILDREN JESUS…JUST LIKE GOD GAVE YOU FOR US… YOU LOOKED UPON ON US… WE MAKE AN DIFFERENCE.. BRINGING HEAVENS ON EARTH… HOLY.. HOLY… HOLY…HUUMMM….. MMMMM…..HOLY….HOLY…HOLY… Fly My Angel…Fly My Angel…”

 

 

 

Invisible

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    ‘Invisible’

‘My memory became blurry on the journey, from an infant to my first steps as a child. The beautiful white clouds above, So far up…So free.. So sure…My shyness from a young age put a wall up, that world kept me safe but I was invisible to so many. The outside judged, I was misunderstood. Couldn’t stand my ground, couldn’t speak up, The words stayed so far in my soul as fear took over. I was loved but felt invisible. God knowledge and wisdom that was instilled in me, stayed with me always, building me up more and more. I remember in Virginia, looking out the window at the woods, full of tall trees. Always wonder, What is behind all those tall trees, where does it end? The older I got, I became more wiser. Started to know myself and became more confident. Everyone accepted me and respected me more but I still felt invisible. Many experiences in my life taught me so much. Many people I met taught me so much. I realized as I got older and went into the real world on my own, that I inspired so many from the godly light that’s within. Wisdom guided me through life and knowledge gave me understanding, making me wiser. My heart been broken many times, sometimes things never got settled but I always gotten back up stronger. I felt invisible, putting my wall up became my escape.  I’m older now, standing on this tall mountain, striving more and more, learning more and more.  I learn that I’m in this world for a purpose, to change the world for the better, inspiring and giving back. Still trying to move up on this spiritual journey. I still love cloudy raining days, looking out the  window at the rain drops, feeling so relaxed and free. I’m a man that’s no longer invisible but I will always have that shy little boy within me, that dreamed big in his own little world. Going into his escaped, he is invisible, I’m invisible.’

‘The Blood Of The Covenant’

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    ‘The Blood Of The Covenant’

The Storm came down hard…. against each will. The trees couldn’t bear fruit. Each leaf soaked in water, drowning its sorrows, letting out the pain of feeling lost. The Mountains never moved, they stayed still but goals of many could never be reached cause of no faith. Mother Nature cried out loud for her precious ones but her voice didn’t get the land attention. The seeds of red roses that were in the soil, had water but no light. The spirits of babies flew all around the land of hope but doors rejected them, wouldn’t open. So many in a small town didn’t know the young souls existed, they felt invisible. The parents never knew how special their babies was but only when they was born. As the babies gotten older, the parents never knew the dreams their kids had, their calling for this life. The kids try shouting out but still no one can hear their angelic voices. When the babies was born, The red roses on the acre wide land, bloomed. The bloom red roses gathered together in a circle, making a beautiful head crown to fit the babies head but the thorns kept them away. The mothers went on to the fields of crops to pick their veggies but  the red roses on the bushes was a distraction. They wasn’t sure who grew the red roses or where they came from but the happiness on their faces, shown how proud they was. As they try to pick the Red roses from the bushes, the thorns on the bushes cut their fingers. The mothers looked at their fingers with sadness and pain, as the red blood came down their fingers, the pure red blood gave a meaning and a memory of their bundle of joys, from when they gave birth to their children. One mom looked up at the cloudy sky and said “Is this a sign?” Her child ran out the house yelling, “MOM!!” Both looking at each other for a while, having a moment, as tears ran down their faces. The child looked at the blood running down his mom finger. At that moment the mom eyes opened as she can now see clearly through her child soul. She looked up at the sky, as the sun shined through the cloudy sky, through the clouds. The baby angels flew onto the land, flying with joy and freedom. The moms all came out their houses, as they all said, “GLORY….GLORY..” Looking at their children with more love. One child looked at their mom and said, “Mom, me and all the kids in this small town, planted the red roses in the garden, on this huge acre land, so it can give color and a meaning, joy and it’s the color of gods blood.” “We all are in him as one body, We all are one and deserve to have a voice to make a difference, just like God made a difference and gave up his son Jesus to die for our sins.” “Mom the mountains is so far away.” “I try to run and run, I think I’m closer to them the more I run to them but the mountains are so far away still.” ” I feel that this town is far from reality, we need help.” “Son, I see clearly, the more you run to the mountains, the closer you are to them.” “It may take to long to get over that hill to them but no matter how long it takes, you will get to the mountains.” “So if you take the steps to getting to that calling of your life, that purpose, yes it may take work but it does pay off at the end, you will get there my son and I will be there to help you and support you.” “It’s so sad how many people and their children that died centuries ago, from all the pain that came to this town.” “I’m so sorry that I never pay attention to you all along son.” All the kids hugged their mom, looking up at the sunny sky. Their prayers came together to the heavens as the baby angels looked down with a smile. The town became more better, the kids dreamed big. All the wars stopped, no more killings, no more bombings, the town cleaned up nicely. Newer houses was built, more schools, Grocery stores, more fun activities, more churches was built. The town became loved and happy. The babies grew to have a nice child hood and are so loved. Now each baby spirit and the families that was lost centuries ago in the war can now rest in peace, knowing that this town is at peace. The red roses filled the huge acre land, as different colors joined them, the white and yellow daisies, pink and purple roses. They all bloomed with freedom, as the thorns left them. Years later, One child of the town was now grown in college. He remember years back when he looked at his mom face that stormy day, when he ran outside calling his mom, seeing red blood on her finger from the Red rose thorn-bush. He arrives at his mom house to surprised her from college. He went into the house, seeing his mom in the back yard, In the big acre field picking veggies. The red rose-bush is still there after all these years, looking healthy, much fuller and taller, and the red roses are fuller and bloomed.  He ran out the house, “MOM!!” She turns around, looking at her now grown tall son, as memories came to her from when he was a baby and how happy she was to bring him in this world. She still feel happy always and see  through his beautiful soul.  She looked at her healed finger, then  turn to look at the red rose-bush. Her son  went over to the red rose-bush, to pick off a rose for her. “Be careful son of the thorns.” He picked a red rose as he looked shock, very shocking to know that the thorns wasn’t there anymore. “Mom, no thorns are on the rose bushes anymore. They both looked shock. “Mom this is for u.” he gives his mom a red rose. They both looked at each other having a moment, as they both teared up. “Wow how big you gotten, you are all grown up son, I missed you so much.” He looked at her and said,”I miss you to mom.” As they both walked back to the house from their long acre grassy field and garden, they talked and talked. “Hows college son?” “It’s great mom.” “You met any girls?’ “MOM..!!!” “Mom I miss your cooking.” “More than you miss me?” “Ha ha just joking son.” “I got pie in the oven, chicken with gravy, mashed potatoes, fresh green beans.” “Wow mom, my favorite.” “Oh mom and you now finally got your red rose.”  As their back is now turned, walking into the house talking. The moms and babies spirits surrounded the red rose-bush, flying around in a circle holding hands, smiling. The red rose crown fitted all the babies spirits head from that town, making the town ritual complete. The baby spirits flew around with the red rose crown around their heads smiling. Everyone is now at peace, they all flew, into the light in the sky above this town, smiling from above.’

The Gates Of Hearts

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            ‘The Gate Of Hearts’

‘The wind blew so hard…. that lonely night. My heart was beginning to open the gates, letting your words of hope, love in. The thunderstorm crashed the winds very HARD… with FORCE… The rain drops came down over the gates in my heart. The emotions took over my flesh, the tears roll down slowly as I broke down. The gates closed very… very.. slowly… Wondering if I’m going crazy, Is this real? The gates are now totally closed. The gates are now totally locked. My heart is still broken from the pain that’s left from the scar that bruised very hard. Hope left, trust left, My eyes became blind at that moment, all I can see in my surroundings is hurt. I became my worst enemy, then I ran away into my own world of disappearing. Praying hard to lift me up with strength, getting me back into the spirit.’ 

‘A white beautiful flash opened my eyes, surrounded the gates of my heart. I can see hope, I can see the brightness in the future, so… beautiful. The sun rose that morning, a new beginning. God had it all planned out way before we were ever created. A positive solution came, to follow the path, the right way. Don’t put the less important first, focus on the more importance first and all shall come. Through all that, love will always be. Broken hearts flows all over the world but they will always get healed, Some take time. Some hide behind the gates for years and months, cause of the pain that was caused and from built up bitterness. We become wiser and better from the many broken hearts. Many hearts wants to open those gates again, that bright light will always be there in each and everyone, but it’s up to all to shine that gift and how each shines it. Don’t let anything get in the way. The thunderstorm has cleared. I see the gates so clearly.. So clearly… two angels sitting there with smiles, watching over all in each heart, surrounding each and every soul, no matter how many hearts been broken. The Gates will always be open, for the broken hearts to get heal and be free….Let it flow, follow the light, be free, the pain that was caused is now dust, behind. Look forward, the gates are open always, if you let it. Keep hope always, no matter how many times your heart gets broken. We are now free from the pain. Peace always comes around.’

‘Living In These Times’

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‘Living In These Times’

‘The trees blew freely that quiet evening. The sun faded behind as another day is completed, getting ready for sun down. Feeling like something is missing. The day passes without any explanation. Our free will is a blessing, our purpose is there but some leave it in the shadows. Sometimes there’s wishes where so many want what they want right away but doesn’t realized that life doesn’t work that way. Society is blinded by what life is really supposed to be about, as they use their own understanding of why they’re here. The movement passes on, going the wrong direction. Material things becomes the main focus. So many are even blinded by what true beauty is. So many kingdoms in the world gives a bad meaning to so many, so those bad teachings spread all around, making the world crumble and crumble. The false prophesies control so many, tricking so many, making society confused as they fall hard into their traps. So many emotions everyday, all types of different emotions, we all felt and still is feeling. There’s joy in certain parts of the world, at the same time, in other parts, there’s hurt, pain, tragic, sadness. The beautiful white birds flew all around the sky, above the mountains, giving hope. Many witnesses seen such beautiful moments. One guy stood on a mountain top, very inspired by the beauty that surrounded him. “Lets make a difference,” he said to him self. “Lets get rid of the false info and all the bad things that the enemy put in so many minds, and lets spread god word to many.” Across the other side of the globe, a bus driver looks at the guy on the bus, preaching the good news. The bus driver told him, “Young man, Patients is the key and hope.” “It’s a tough world out there but there’s hope.” “When you pray, it’s already given to you, it’s gods timing.” “You have a purpose.” The young man felt a peace as he started out his day, inspired by those words, he inspiring others. In India, A lady became a surrogate mom, giving birth ten times, bringing joy to ten families. Each family have a bundle of joy. Her prayers every night that all ten babies grow up to be a disciple for god, changing the world. Her compassion in her heart blossom fully, having hope, enjoying giving back to many families. In Africa so many kids needed food and shelter. A church from the United states, gave them all food and shelter. Many people around the world is in the hospital dying from cancer, some are heal but some lost the battle. Our prayers to everyone that we lost, that they all rest in peace. A preacher is praying hard, with faith is in his heart, everyone in the church also prayed. Many voices are lifted to the sky, miracles then spread all across the world, cause of the power of prayer. In Washington DC, The red white and blue strips on the flag, stood tall and strong. Everyone honored all our brave soldiers for fighting for our country. Their compassion inspired so many around the world. In Saint Louis a church gave white daisies to each mom, honoring them for Mothers Day. Each mom smiled and their smiles and joy inspired many around them. Back in Mississippi, a little boy sat on the porch with his grand dad, as they both stared at the sunrise over the mountains. “Grand dad, it’s a big world out there, it’s spreads out very far on each side.” Grand dad looked at him in the eyes and said. “Yes it is, but at the same time, It’s a beautiful world out there and also not such a great world out there.” “We all have free will, God wants us to go on the right path but it’s up to us all, to follow that purpose for our life.” “Some chooses the bad path.” “Son don’t live in fear, always keep hope and faith, keep your head up, follow god purpose for your life.” “It’s not your understanding, it’s god understanding.” “It’s ok to have dreams and goals but just remember it’s not all about that, but through all that, it’s more about giving back to the world, being a disciple for god.” “When you go to college, going for that career, getting your self prepared on that path, on the way to your dream, give back along the way, focus on the people.” “You are going to have challenges along way son, but always remember to keep god first, seek the kingdom of God first and everything else shall come.” The son looked at the sunrise as he listened to grand dad. “Grand dad, why do bad things happen?” Grand dad stared out into the distance at the fully blown sunrise. “Well son, there’s certain things that happen for a reason, that only god know why.” “Plus god said that this world isn’t going to be perfect, we are in a battle with the darkness, the light versus the darkness.” “People choose which way they want to go.” “Heaven is a perfect place, there is life after this one.” “Don’t let the bad things of this world discourage you, keep your relationship with god, keep hope and faith.” “Pray always, give thanks to god everyday.” “Pray that god cleansed you, that he continue to guide you and make you get better and better as a human being.” “Pray for everyone.” “Ask for forgiveness everyday, be grateful for all your blessings.” “Always pray that God guides you to that purpose, leading you to change the world for the better.” “We all should pray those prayers everyday, I do son.” Grand dad and his son looked at each other. “I love you grand dad, thanks for the great words of wisdom and knowledge, I’m going to add this to my life.” “God worked through you and us all, now I can inspire others, just like god inspired you and me.” Grand dad looked at him and said, “I love you to, son you’re on the right track.” “We are living in these times now. “For centuries, history repeated it self, we are still living in those times, yes sir, yes…” Grand dad hugged him, as they both looked at the Sunrise. The sky glittered with hope and love. Yes there’s going to be some stormy days but somewhere in these times, there’s joy and peace some where around the world. Those who are living in bad times now, things will get better, they will have peace soon also and joy. We all are in these times together. God is with us all, in these times always.’

ThE FrUiT Of ThE SoUl… HaLleLuJaH …AMeN….

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ThE FrUiT Of ThE SoUl… HaLleLuJaH …AMeN….

Blossoming beauty of the sun eyes, wakes up the world. God light, shining so… bright. Peaches are ripe, fully sweet, very tender. The green leaves on the peach trees, gives a welcome with love. It’s a new beginning of freedom, joy, the gift of mother nature, nurturing the souls who witness the birth of the fruit, from the seed.

That early sunrise morning, The kids ran outside very freely, looking up with joy in their eyes. A voice yells out,” Wait!!!….my loves….”, Frida said as she stared out the kitchen window at her garden and trees, smiling at the blessings. Her work, her gift from god, she appreciates, realizing how bless she is. The scraped knees and elbows from planting her seeds, really paid off. She brushes her thick curly hair back, wrapping a beautiful color scarf around her head. She marches outside with confidence. Her basket hangs on the side of her arm, as she stands in front of the peach tree, about to grabbed a peach. “Mom!!!!… “Can I help you pick the peaches?” Frida turn around, seeing Samuel, her young son run towards her, looking up at her with joy in his brown eyes. “Yes son, you may help.” “Start from the bottom of the tree and I’ll start picking from the top of the tree.” Frida looks at the fully ripe peach hanging from the tree in front of her. Memories start to fill her mind as she day dreamed. 

As a little girl, her mom held her in her arms, as she napped. Her mom smiled brighten up the room, like the sun shining out the bed room window that afternoon. The smell of peach pie cooked in the oven, filling the house with a fresh aroma. Everyone can smell it. The neighbors, to the church, they all noticed that smell. Frida mom welcome everyone in the church and neighbors with home made peach pie. Fried chicken, mashed potatoes with gravy, corn bread and hand fresh pick green beans was always a favorite Sunday dinner for Frida. After dinner, peach pie for dessert touched the soul with joy.  Before dinner Frida mom read a scripture that always stuck with Frida.

“Genesis 1:11-12 Then God said, “Let the earth sprout vegetation, plants yielding seed, and fruit trees on the earth bearing fruit after their kind with seed in them”; and it was so. The earth brought forth vegetation, plants yielding seed after their kind, and trees bearing fruit with seed in them, after their kind; and God saw that it was good.”

Frida mom read another scripture to. “Psalms 107:37-38, And sow fields and plant vineyards, And gather a fruitful harvest. Also He blesses them and they multiply greatly, And He does not let their cattle decrease.”

Young Frida remembers walking in her mom peach garden, being inspired by the gifts that each seed gave. The meaning and the joy, the fresh new fruit. Frida knew that one day she wanted to have her own garden, with fruits and veggies, she wanted to multiply, spreading the gifts to everyone else, just like her mom did.

Mom… Mom!!!!” Frida came back from her day-dream, as she turned around, looking down at her son Samuel, noticing the heavy bag on her arm was making her arm tired. Samuel, her son picked the peaches from the tree already, filling up the bag. “Wow…. amazing… I’m so proud of you my son.” “Now we just have to wash off these peaches and then I’m going to have your sisters helped me cut them for the homemade peach pie.” “I have grandmas recipe.”

That evening, Frida and her son and two daughters sat at the table for a meal. Fresh peach pie in the oven for dessert. There’s fried chicken, Fresh green beans, corn bread, mashed potatoes with gravy, and Frida specialty mac’n’cheese.

“Now lets say grace, everyone bound their heads and close your eyes,” Frida said. She then pray. “Thanks Jesus for bringing me and my kids together on this joyful day.” “I pray that their dad, my husband rest in peace.” “He was a true soldier and really cared about this country.” “Please release joy on every family, giving them wisdom and knowledge.” “Please keep us and everyone save and at peace.” ” Thank you for the roof and food, the many blessings.” “Thank you”, amen.”

“I’m now going to read you all a scripture and then we can eat.” Jesus said- Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me… By this my Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit and so prove to be my disciples. As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Abide in my love.” – John 15:4,8,9

Frida and the kids hears a female voice coming from the patio outside, reading a scripture. “Zechariah 8:1-2-3 says ‘For there will be peace for the seed: the vine will yield its fruit, the land will yield its produce and the heavens will give their dew; and I will cause the remnant of this people to inherit all these things.”

Frida turned to look at the patio screen door. “MOM!!!!….”  Frida said with happiness “GRANDMA..GRANDMA..GRANDMA….!!!!!!” All the kids got up from the table, running to the patio, to hug grandma. Frida got up and went to the patio and gave her mom a big hug and kiss. “Grandma, what a surprise,” All three kids said. “Mom I…I.. didn’t expect you to come over, that’s a long drive mom,” Frida said. “My loves, I haven’t seen you all in so long,” Grandma said. “Oh by the way, great job on your peach trees and vegetable garden, yes I took a look, it really does run in the family.” “I hope my grand children grow up to have a garden to and some trees,” Grandma said. “Mom we missed you so much,” Frida said. “Well come on in and have dinner with us, we was just about to start eating,” Frida said as she walked grandma and the kids inside. “I heard the prayer you said and I also heard the scripture you read, I was standing there all that time listening, I taught u well my love,” Grandma said. “Well mom, I learn from the best, you taught me a lot mom, I never for got it, it comes from a true compassionate heart, just like yours,” Frida said. “AWWWW….sweetie, I love you,” Grandma said. “I love you to,” Frida said.  Grandma sat at the table looking at all the great food. She could also smell something familiar. “Is that my peach pie recipe darling?” Grandma said. “Yes mom, I been trying to teach my kids, your grand children on how to make it to.” “I want to pass this recipe on to many generations, It started with gray grandma, now I can pass it to my kids,” Frida said. Grandma smiled. “Just remember children that it’s all in the fruit, grow your fruits and veggies the right way, then second it’s my special ingredients,” Grandma  said.

Grandma, Frida and the kids all sat at the table, enjoying the food, talking and laughing among each other.

Grandma and Frida washed dishes. The two girls fell to sleep up stairs and Samuel stayed up watching TV in the living room. “After this cartoon, it’s time for bed my love,” Frida said to Samuel. “Yes ma’am,” Samuel said. Grandma walked into the living room. “Thanks my love for a great meal and the pie was very delicious,” Grandma said. Frida smiled. “I was thinking, I remember when I use to read you a bed time story on the patio when you was a little girl,” Grandma said. “Mom I so remember that and we use to stare at the stars and moon,” Frida said. Samuel looked at grandma. “Grandma can you read me a bed time story?” Samuel said. “Yes my love,” Grandma said.

Grandma sat in the rocking chair on the front patio as Samuel sat on her lap.  Grandma had a children book about living a fruitful life. The full moon glowed that night and the stars shined all around the nightly sky, it was very quiet and peaceful. “Grandma, the moon is beautiful and the stars to.” Grandma looked up at the moon and stars, she smiled. “Yes my love,” Grandma said. Grandma opened the book, she held it, showing Samuel, where he can look at the book, as she read. Frida watched from the patio screen door inside the house, looking at grandma reading to Samuel. This made Frida emotional in a happy joyful way.  It’s a moment, Frida remembers when she was a little girl, How she use to read to her before bed to. It’s nice seeing her with her grandchild, Frida thought to herself. Frida won’t ever forget this moment.

Grandma reads:

…”A man had a fig tree, planted in his vineyard, and he went to look for fruit on it, but did not find any. So he said to the man who took care of the vineyard, ‘For three years now I’ve been coming to look for fruit on this fig tree and haven’t found any. Cut it down! Why should it use up the soil?’ ” ‘Sir,’ the man replied, ‘leave it alone for one more year, and I’ll dig around it and fertilize it. If it bears fruit next year, fine! If not, then cut it down.’ ” Luke 13:6-9 (NIV)

 Look what I have… apples, oranges, peaches, and bananas. Yum! Yum! I think I’ll have a delicious snack right now. How about you? Would you like to join me? Do you know what I think would be great? I think it would be great to have a lot a fruit trees in your yard so that any time you wanted a snack, you could just go out and pick a piece of fruit off of the tree. But what if you had an fruit tree in your yard that never had any fruit on it? It wouldn’t be good for anything except shade, would it?In our Bible lesson today, Jesus told a story about a man who planted a fig tree in his garden. After some time had passed, he went to look for some fruit on the tree, but there was none. Year after year he watched the tree, but the tree never produced any fruit. Finally, the man went to the gardener who took care of the tree and said to him, “For three years I have been coming to look for fruit on this fig tree and haven’t found any. Cut it down! It is just taking up space in the garden.”

The gardener answered, “Please, sir, give it one more chance. Leave it for another year. I will give it special attention. I will dig around the tree and give it plenty of fertilizer. If the tree produces fruit next year, great, if not, then you can cut it down.”

In telling this story, Jesus was really talking about us and about God. God has “planted” us here on this earth and he expects us to produce good fruit in our life. What kind of fruit does he expect? When He looks at the way we live our life, he wants to see things like love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, and gentleness. There are times when he is disappointed in what he sees, but he is willing to give us another chance.

What can we do to help us produce the kind of fruit that God expects? We can worship regularly, read God’s Word, and pray. Those things will help us to live a fruitful life. Let’s pray right now and ask God to help us.

Heavenly Father, we know that you expect good things from your children. Help us live a life that will be pleasing to you. In Jesus’ name we pray. Amen.

“”Amen Grandma,” Love you.”

“I love you to my love,” Grandma said.

Grandma and Samuel looked up at the moon and stars, with joy, peace, happiness.

Psalm 148:3, Praise him, sun and moon, praise him, all you shining stars!

‘Muse’

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‘Muse’

In a small sunny town by Albany New York, proud parents gave birth to a baby beautiful girl. The mother stared out the window as the sunset rose in the morning above the mountains. She looked far into the future, of big hopes and dreams for her baby girl. The doctor ask, “What are you both going to name this Bundle Of Joy?” The dad and mom looked at each other in the eyes and then they looked at the doctor and said, “MUSE!!!!” From those words, from that moment and days that led, they knew that this baby is a special baby.

At ten years old, Muse started ballet dancing lessons, Her moves came natural. She knew at that moment, that she wanted to pursue a career in dance. The whole town started talking about this amazing up and coming talent.

Muse competed in competitions, local shows. She got a lot of attention. She touched many hearts. Years later Muse turned eighteen, she is now a well-known ballet dancer in her small town, transforming more into a woman. College was her main focus but also she wanted something that will change the world for the better. Muse climbed the tree in front of the house, sitting in the tree, looking at the sunset. There was always something inspiring about the light of the sky, as she thinks to her self, she knew that she wanted to give light to others as well, not just through dance but helping others to, lifting everyone up.

That night at dinner, Muse stared at the homemade roast and potatoes, biscuits and hand-pick fresh cook green beans. Muse always loved her mom cooking but she had so much on her mind. Muse parents, Jacky and Roy sat at the dinner table across from Muse, eating. It was very quiet, a deep silence. Roy looked at Muse, as she picked at her food with the fork. “Darling, are you going to eat?” “You always loved your mom cooking,” Roy said. Muse looked up, wanting to get the words out but didn’t know how. “I’m… uumm… I’m not going to college now,” Muse said, as she felt a huge relieve come over her. Roy and Jacky looked shocked. “Honey, you have a gift, we want you to go all the way with that gift, I truly think school, will be great to get you all way to the top, the whole world need to see what a great dancer you’re,” Jacky said. “Mom and dad, I totally understand, but I been doing a lot of thinking about this and I’m a loud to change my mind.” “I’m older now and I think I can truly follow my heart, without everyone around this town, telling me what I should do.” “Yes it was my decision to get in this type of profession and yes I was born to be a dancer but there’s way more than just dance, I can also give back, changing the world,” Muse said. “Well baby, through dance, you are touching hearts and giving back, you give inspiration,” Roy said. “You both don’t get it, it’s not about my dreams, there’s something higher than myself,” Muse said as she stood up from the dinner table. Roy and Jacky looked confused. “Mom and dad, I’m leaving, I’m getting out this small town.” “I want to explore, so I’m taking the money that I won from the competition.” “I’m going to pack my bags.” “I’m driving all around different cities, to help many and give great inspiration to those.” “I want to teach the real meaning of why we all are here on earth.” “I been so bless and so many adore me, but I feel that it’s my journey to figure out my true passion way above dance, but I’m not giving up on dance, I just need a break to figure out where I go from here,” Muse said as she turns to get her suit cases from her room. ” HEY… IF YOU LEAVE THIS HOUSE MUSE, DON’T AND I MEAN DON’T BOTHER EVER COMING BACK, YOU HEAR!!” “YOU ARE MAKING THE WORST MISTAKE OF YOUR LIFE, PLEASE DON’T BE STUPID, SO MANY GIRLS WANT TO BE YOU, THEY WANT CAREERS LIKE YOURS, IF IT WASN’T FOR ME AND YOUR MOM HELPING YOU FROM A YOUNG AGE WITH YOUR DREAM, YOU WOULDN’T BE A SUCCESSFUL DANCER!” Roy said in anger. “Dad and mom, I realized how much you both helped me get to where I am today, I so appreciate it from heart.” “I’m now a grown woman, so I now see clearly, that god has a plan for me.” “I promised that I will make you both proud.” Muse got into her truck, suit cases in the back, as she drives off that night on the sandy road. Jacky and Roy stood outside watching her, as she goes into the night wilderness, the sand blowing in the breeze. They couldn’t see her anymore, as she faded into the night up the street, getting lost in the dusty air. Jacky kept walking a little up the street, waving, looking sad. “Our baby is gone,” Jacky said. Jacky starting crying but at the same time, she knew that Muse always made the right decisions. Roy looked very angry and bitter, he wanted her to always be what he wanted her to be.

A couple of years later, Muse has a job as a ballet teacher, teaching young girls how to dance in New York. She is also a volunteer with the church, teaching classes at the church and feeding the hungry in different countries. Muse is also a speaker at different life coaching events and churches. She also has her own program, helping girls to dream big everyday. Muse is married also to a successful lawyer.

In dance class, one of the little girls put her hand up, to ask a question. “Mrs Muse, do you have regrets of not dancing professionally, becoming famous, well-known?” Muse looked at all her students in the eyes in front of her. “Nope, I don’t have any regrets at all, I knew dancing was what I wanted from a young age but the minute I became popular locally, everyone around me started to tell me what is best for me, I couldn’t think or have a mind of my own.” “It’s nothing a matter with wanting to have fame but I felt like it wasn’t for me.” “God had a different path for my life and at the same time I still have ballet in my life, doing what I love.”       “I use to sit up in this tall tree in front of my parents house and talk to God about life, I use to ask God to guide me to that destiny, show me your understanding of why I’m here.” “So many think that it’s only about their careers and material things, fame, but there’s something higher than that.” “Don’t forget that, your career is important and it’s good to have dreams and goals but the most important thing is giving back to the world, way more than your talents boys and girls,” Muse said.

Later on that night, Muse sat at her desk, in her living room, writing. Her husband came in the living room, he kiss Muse on the neck. “Baby, are you coming to bed soon?” “It’s getting lonely in there.” Muse smiled. “Yes honey, I’ll be in there soon, I’m just finishing up this letter to my parents,” Muse said. “Alright, Quiero hacerte el amor(I want to make love to you), ” Her husband said as he walked to the room. “Oh babe, that’s how we got this one, ha ha,” Muse said as she rubbed her belly.

Dear mom and dad, I know it’s been a few years. Please forgive me if I broke your hearts, it was never my intentions. I just knew that God spoke to my heart, I knew he had a different direction for my life. Mom I remember when you use to comb my hair as a little girl, holding me in your arms, as we will sit and look at the sun rise early mornings on the patio. I can still smell the brewing coffee that you use to make for dad every morning. Also the bacon and eggs, and fresh biscuits out the oven, yummy, How can I forget. I also remember the different types of homemade jams and jellies on the table, for the biscuits. I remember your words so clearly mom, when you use to say that, the sunrise give meaning. Every time we walk, the sun follows, just like god is everywhere. Dad I know that you always dreamed through me, that you so badly wanted me to go higher. Dad I know you always wanted the best for me and that you was just looking out for me also. I appreciate your love and caring, I’m so happy to say that I’m a proud ballet teacher, I teach young beautiful girls everyday. I spread gods words to my local church that I go to, I’m an evangelist at church and a teacher for Sunday school. I also feed the hungry in different countries, I’m a missionary. I have my own program for girls to dream big, helping young girls to know the meaning of life and that its nothing a matter with having dreams. I also teach them about the purpose, we all have a purpose, that purpose is higher than our dreams. I’m also pregnant now, I’m married to a really great guy. I want you both to meet him. I’m having this amazing event that I put together at the church. My ballet students and me, we are dancing. It’s a very beautiful show, it’s called Muses. The money from each ticket goes towards helping finding a cure for breast cancer patients. It’s a charity, a great cause. This charity is trying to find a cure for breast cancer, so this money is donated for a great cause. I got you both tickets. Can you both come see my show? I will be so honor to have you both there. The date or time is on the ticket. It will be like old times, when I was that little girl dancing on stage. Come to New York. The address of the church is on the envelope. The tickets are in the envelope. My husband is going to be there, Looking forward to introducing you both. Love you both, always thinking about you both. See you soon.

P.S. No worries, I can still dance in the show, I’m only nine months prego’s. Yes dad and mom, I remember that look on your faces, when you’re worried. Love you both.

That morning Muse sent out her letter to her parents, giving it to her neighborhood mail man. Muse waved at the mail man as he drove off. She picked up the news paper in front of her house, walking on to the patio. She looked at the sun in the sky and smiled, as she can see further into the future, she then touched her stomach, looking down at her bundle of joy.

Two weeks later the church was packed with many guest from all over the world. Everyone came out to see Muse show. “Thanks everyone for being here tonight.” I’m also proud of this great cause to, helping finding a cure for breast cancer.” “Lets fight everyone for a cure, lets..fight…” “My students are here to do this great Angel number for you all, I’m also dancing to.” “This dance really does tell a story, the way we move on stage and the part where we look up at the light in the sky.” “Introducing Muses,” Muse said as the curtains opened up. The stage is beautifully decorated in a heaven theme, the dancers are in peach and pink bright colors, The lighting of the stage adds more beauty. The slow spiritually music comes on, as Muse and the dancers grace the stage. The audience was filled with warmed, some got emotional, from how beautiful the show was. Everyone got the message. After the show, Muse and her students went in the audience and shook everyone hand. ” I’m so proud of you sweet heart,” Joe said, Muse husband. “Thank you sweet heart and I’m still in love with you from the day I laid my eyes on you in college,” Muse said as she kiss Joe. A deep voice came from across the theater, “My little girl has grown up.” All of a sudden Muse turned to look, her parents was there, smiling, looking proud. “Dad and mom, wow.. so glad you both made it,” Muse said as she ran up to them and hugged them tight. “I’m so proud of you honey, you’re still my little girl,” Jacky said. “Mom and dad, this is my husband, Joe, and Joe these are my parents, Jacky and Roy.” Joe smiled, shaking their hands. “Such a pleasure meeting you both,” Joe said. “You to my son-in-law,” Roy said. “Dad and mom, these are my students, everyone my parents,” Muse said. “AWWW… you all was quite lovely on that stage,” Jacky said. Roy looked at Muse in the eyes tearing up. Roy touched Muse nose softly, putting his arm around Muse, as they both walked through the crowded room. “I’m so proud of you kid, no really, I’m so happy for you, that you stood your ground and you never let me or anyone stopped you from going after your destiny, I now get it kid, I now get it so well of everything you was saying that night,” Roy said. “I’m so sorry that I was blind, also in the letter when you said that I dreamed through you, you are so right.” “I mess my life up years ago, making stupid mistakes, never ever pursued my dream more as a ballet dancer but I had a plan B, but I always regret not going for that dream.” “I started to have back and knee problems and so I became a successful counselor.” “I helped many people but also I’m still trying to do ballet moves here and there, join me sometimes kid on a father and daughter dance.” What do you say?” Muse looked excited. “Dad oh my gods, it’s the local daughter and dad dance back home, of course I’m honor to go,” Muse said as she hugged her dad. “Lets go to dinner, we have so much to catch up on guys,” Roy said. “Alright, well let me tell my students bye and their parents, then me and Joe, we will follow you both to a nice restaurant.”  “We have so much to tell you both, about the pregnancy and how we met.” Jacky looked at Roy. “Hey Roy, was my daughter a party girl in college and when did you both started having sex?” Jacky said. ” MOM….!!’ Muse said as she looked embarrassed. They all laughed in a joking matter.

Nine months later, Muse was back home at her parents. She laid on the couch after giving birth. She wanted to have her baby at her parents house, just like her mom had her at the house. The doctor that helped delivered Muse, the same doctor helped delivered Muse baby girl. Joe is very proud to be a dad as he stayed with her every step of the birth. Roy and Jacky are very proud to be grand parents. Joe parents are very happy to be grand parents to.  “Wow.. baby, your students are blowing up your phone, they’re proud of you,” Joe said. All the students called to congratulate Muse. Jacky stared out the window at the sunrise that morning. Muse looked at her, reminding her of the future. Roy stood next to Jacky looking out the window. Joe parents stood by Jacky and Roy, also looking out the window to. Muse laid on the couch. Joe kneeling next to the couch, holding Muse in his arms, as they both held their baby girl in their arms together, looking up at the sunset. Muse could see a wonderful future ahead. “So what are you going to name her?” The doctor ask. Jacky and Roy looked at each other and smiled. Joe and Muse looked each other in the eyes and then they turned to the doctor and said “Maricela.” “We decided that cause, since the baby is part Spanish from Joe side and Caucasian(white) from my side, we wanted her name to match part of her Spanish background, Maricela means Reel- Heaven, Plus her name starts with M, just like my name,” Muse said. Joe mom and dad looked so proud. “Estamos muy agradecidos y orgullosos de ti,” Joe parents said. Roy and Jacky looked confused. “Mom and dad, they said We are so grateful and proud of you,” Muse said. “Oh ok… and you say gracias, see I know some Spanish to,” Roy said, as everyone laughed in humor. “Well you all go into the kitchen and get ready for some breakfast, I need to have a moment with my daughter and her bundle of joy,” Jacky said. Everyone went in the kitchen. Muse still laying on the couch, holding her baby in her arms, staring up at the window, at the sunrise. Jacky smiles as she kneels by the couch caressing Muse face, touching her hair softly, looking at the baby in her arms smiling. ” Wow… another beautiful special baby girl, that is going to change the world.” “I knew my dear, I knew that you was going to do something spectacular in your life.” ‘I once laid there on the couch right at that same spot you are at, holding you and watching the sunrise.” “This is a special moment for me and for you, I’m so proud of you.” Jacky grabbed the bible from the shelve. She reads Psalm 50:1-6. Muse realized that those words that she started reading, that it sounded familiar. When she was young, Jacky use to read those words to her as they both watch the sunrise. Jacky and Muse sat on the couch together, watching the sunset, holding the new-born baby. They both read at the same time. “Praise the Lord! Praise God in his sanctuary; praise him in his mighty heavens! Praise him for his mighty deeds; praise him according to his excellent greatness! Praise him with trumpet sound; praise him with lute and harp! Praise him with tambourine and dance; praise him with strings and pipe! Praise him with sounding cymbals; praise him with loud clashing cymbals!” Memories from when Muse danced on the stage as a little girl, she could always see her mom and dad faces light up, as they knew why she dance and how much that inspired her to share her inspiration above and beyond, that’s way more above in the heavens. When she dance, she always seen clouds around her. She looked at the sunset smiling, seeing far into the future, the love never ends, god love is never-ending, that love is all around and in each of us, we shine it just like god, spreading Gods love forever.

‘The Passing’

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‘The Passing’

‘Looking out far across the Valley, The mountains stood still with a sign. Her world is her peace of mind as her survival gave meaning. So many of her ancestors left with love, joy awaited them all up heaven. Seasons passed, as the grass turn brown, losing life. No more plants grew, the starvation took over, longing for water. Many kids in the village ran across this field, their smiles so bright as they laughed. Each child disappeared from the world, from the wars that came eye to eye, taking many souls. She seen so many go, everything around her seem to be falling a part but she kept hope. She looked down, at the wooden bridge, the wood held so strongly together for years, no matter how many people walked on it, no matter how much water went on it from the many stormy raining days, it’s still standing. Through God, that brought her inspiration. The light always comes again, the sun brightens from above. Her tears came down her face from all that she lost, all her ancestors over the years, but joy came upon her heart from heaven. They all are up heaven. The spirits flew all around her, telling her,”Everything is good, we are your guardian angels.” She felt comfort, love, hope, faith, courage.  Her heart open to the whole world, asking God to, “Let each and every person in the past and present, to all rest in peace.” God loves each and everyone, there is a beautiful place, that is heaven.  My heart is a big river, very pure and clear of compassionate, comforting each soul from the light within me, that god bless me and everyone with. Each and every soul is special, we all are bless. Her smile brighten up, as she stared at the spirits that pass by her, she felt a joy, god presence surrounded her. Love lives forever and ever, our God is an awesome god. She looks up at the sky, telling God, “Thank you.”

‘Raising Lilie’

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‘Raising Lilie’

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‘The pink Lilie flower, wither in my hand. Smoothly, slowly by slowly each pedal flew gracefully into the wind. So beautiful but sad at the same time. I adjusted with positivity no matter what sadness came upon me. The light shined down from above, giving us all strength.  The more steps I take, The more I see. The trees stood very tall as they got fed by the soil of the earth. The rocks stood still in its own, with bravery, as nature passes. The farther I walked, the more the mountain grew in front of me. I touched the mountain with hope. I climbed the tall mountain, I looked down at how far I have become. I’m so high up on this tall mountain, that it’s so far down, so far in the past. All of a sudden, I looked down again at the ground from the mountain top, The whole desert grew white Lilies, surrounding the mountains. I then climbed down the mountain, touching the ground of the Lilies. Water comes splashing out, straight up from the soil of the ground, the water touches the sky. All I see is water and white Lilies surrounding me all around. I woke up, feeling cleansed and pure. The bitterness and pain, left my heart. The past was in the past. New seeds has become a new beginning, born again. Fresh water fed the soil. Learning from situations in life, the big hills, has gave me inspiration and renewed my spirit. Starting over again, my eyes see very clearly. I opened up my eyes, seeing the pink and white Lilies surrounding me in a big garden. The sun shined so bright as each new Lilie bloom with health. I picked one up and held it in the palm of my hand, I see the love and inspiration in God creations. The Lilie sat in my hand, the pedals stayed, the flower open up more, covering my whole hand, blooming with a new welcome. I smiled as I looked up, I raised the Lilie to the sky.’